Kimberley Bamford

🙌Accountability Check-in!

Plus a (long whoops) share about 'energies' after a big group experience this weekend, which led me to feelings of depression afterwards and potential reasons why 🙏

I'm on day 3 of 4 of my Colon Cleanse (Tyler Tolmans) before 3 days water fast 💙

So far feeling great, feeling soooo much better than Monday morning before I started, because I think, of an event I attended over the weekend.

Day 1 of my fast Monday:
Woke up feeling depressed 😔 first time in a very, very long time, but it's was after a 3 day seminar 8am-8pm transforming people through their childhood trauma, healing relationships and strengthening families in all areas, including their financial futures, which I am so deeply passionate about as this is also part of my mission because we have an unprecedented amount of fractured (yet still together) or separated families on the planet (mine included) and because of such disconnection from our hearts its making us weaker as a species 💔

So I went in Friday, after my morning meditation feeling great, like I do most days, energised, excited and ready to learn. But, I came out Sunday feeling drained, exhausted and heavy. Also feeling a lot less certain about myself. And I am an Empowerment guide remember, so not the outcome I was aiming for.

4 years ago, I did the same event - I went in feeling heavy, confused, seeking answers and came out feeling light, inspired, activated and excited 😍

I learnt so much and with their help I could understand the dynamics causing the breakdown of my relationships and got some clarity on where my inner work needed to be, which instigated my deeper desire to learn as much as I could about emotional regulation, Inner Child work and trauma healing for the sake of my son. I vowed there and then that I would do everything possible to be the best mum, I’ve made it my life’s work to heal and break the patterns of generational trauma.

I was so ecstatically happy, I did a raving testimonial afterwards (on here) and I was visibly glowing and sooo passionate, saying that everyone needed to attend, they are marriage (and life) savers, doing this work for 30 years as husband and wife, I was so grateful 😇

Fast forward 4 years and all the inner healing and transformation Ive done ✨️ I had a very different experience, going in with a different lens. Innately aware of everything that was going on and attuned to every person, the energies at play and most importantly the mass density that was being released within the space amongst a group of 70 to 80 people 😬

If you're not highly sensitive to energies and open to spiritual work then you wouldn't know the energy sesh pit we were sitting in. I certainly didn’t know back then when I first attended which shows me how far I've truly come into my Divine knowing. In a place like that my gifts did feel like more of a curse than a blessing because I wasn’t part of the facilitation team, and didn’t know what protection or clearing of ‘energies’ safely was being done (ideally through an exit vortex guided by spirit back to source light). I've cleared many dark entities, implants, AI and allsorts from my energy field over the years and since feeling and seeing the difference in me, I know how imperative it is to protect yourself and now I clear and protect my field regularly - As every person should, and I believe will do in the future, right after brushing their teeth, common practice. Ground, Clear and Protect.

Awareness, discernment and personal alignment is paramount 🙏💖

I was super grateful to witness myself in that experience with new eyes. I saw how much ive shifted into the feminine compared to my heavily masculine 'controller and over achiever' state I was in back then.

I wasn't as emotionally entangled and affected by everyones stories this time, i could be the observer. I still got emotional in parts as I'm an empath and can feel everyone's pain. It doesn't necessarily mean that pain was mine. Some may have been, but also may not. That is why this work isn't for everyone.

This type of work can get confusing for empaths because you are put into positions where you end up feeling everything, including what's not yours and potentially creating new traumas and stories that weren't present in their field before the experience. This is why I'm so particular about group events I attend, in particular breathwork and trauma release etc. but I was guided to attend this for a learning experience and it was great for that.

Ive shared multiple times before that I do mass clearings on behalf of the collective when I'm called, usually during a big breathwork session or activation during meditation. When the guidance comes im instructed step bystep what to do. How to breath, where to move, what to touch, where to apply pressure, all within my own body and i get shown images, flashbacks (that arent mine from this lifetime), themes, patterns and projections exisiting in the group field that needs clearing. By me tuning in, witnessing it and 'feeling' the enormity of the pain that exists in these low-density grids, it can finally be alchemised as centuries of suppression that others refused to feel and it weighs down us all, as a result (As we are all one). Many lightworkers and healers around the world do the same, and like me, they’ll never understand it with intellect, the mind because its soul led and soul deep. Trust me its not a conscious choice to do it, I'm not that bonkers 🤣 haha or maybe i am because I've done it multiple times and never back away when it comes through. I know it’s part of my service, my mission in this lifetime. And I reap so many blessings for doing Gods work.

Most people will never comprehend or remotely understand what that means and that's okay. You don't need to, but me sharing and you receiving the message, opens up a new awareness in you to a much larger game we are playing here on earth. It’s my belief that we came here to restore humanity back to the heart, to heart consciousness, to create a healthy safe and happy planet for our children and future generations to inhabit. AS HUMANS and not robots. In families and healthy friendships, not in isolation. Its essential that more and more people focus on their feelings and what we can do individually to tidy this place up and it starts with our own inner work, so that our kids dont have to deal with the traumas that you and your parents and grandparents refused to look at, feel and heal.

I'm lucky in a way, I dont have to seek anymore, I just do what my soul guides me to do every single day, and when there is something to look at it pops up and I dive straight into it, because I am in alignment with my soul mission, in service to our God Source creator, Christ Sophia 🌹 The truth is, your Soul is guiding you every single day too but most people are trapped in their mind, they can’t hear their soul speak and the lack of emotional regulation means that triggers get reactions instead of resolutions. Calm your nervous system and you’re over halfway there

Everyone needs to be responsible for their own emotions, and spiritual hygiene every day.

Each morning in preparation I did my shielding after meditation and when i got home, plus I was channeling healing (God source) frequencies at every given opportunity throughout the event. But I still came away feeling depressed the next day. That could be down to the day, as I know many people have had a heavy week during this Lionsgate portal which is still open, so lots being purged as we shift into the peak on Friday, the perfect day for new manifestaions.

I guess only the individuals themselves will know if they feel better or worse/different after attending group events, whats your experience?🙏

Have you had similar experiences and felt heavy afterwards, depressed, confused, mental overwhelm et ? If so its possible you've picked up energies that aren't yours which you will want to remove and clear before they become part of your id-entity.

Message me if you'd like an energy clearing, to cleanse and restore your auric field of any rips, tears and leaks making you feel scattered, foggy and ungrounded.

*I'm definitely not saying these events aren't great, as i experienced it myself as transformational. I'm sharing my experience now, from a very different awareness and understanding of energetics and soul work in a hope that encourages more people to focus on their own spiritual hygiene, and pop up your shield ✨️

Shared from my heart as always, in a view to help expand yours. Not trusting ourselves is the biggest block and if we don’t FEEL like ourselves then we close our hearts and put up walls. A healthy ‘protected/shielded’ heart can fully open and that's what this world needs, more open hearts 💕

*on Monday after my meditation I did a coast walk and then a Sauna and Ice experience for an hour and felt like myself again, so only affected for a few hours, thanks to my practices.

Love always Kimberley ❤️

I've been absent from here for a couple of years as I've been focused inwards, navigating many ego deaths, identity shifts and constant unravelling of the person who I thought I was and who people wanted me to be. I truly had no idea the power of intention until I named this page 'Being Authentically Me' and then realising I had absolutely nothing to say. Because every time I came to write, I couldn't post it. I would sit with it and read what I'd written and ask myself, where am I not being authentic? I had a habit of sharing orger peoples posts that resonated with me, and of course they weren't my words, so it wasn't 'me'.

So I feel its only right now that I share a new introduction to me, as I feel compelled to share today. Not one that ive ever done before in this type of format but somehow it feels real, true and needed. It could change next week but this is the beauty of intuitive guidance. I don't make anything fact or definite, everything just is, in the moment and is completely open for interpretation and change. I am a multidimensional woman, coexisting in many different lifetimes, timelines & dimensions. As are you ✨️

My lifes work is in Leadership & teaching from my experiences. I'm a Leo Sun, Sag Moon and Sag rising, the traveller, the storyteller. My birth chart & Human Design I am a manifesting generator 5/1, I'm multi-passionate, infinite energy and capacity to manage 100 things at once but i have to investigate everything, learn myself before sharing and I have vision beyond vision and see many perspectives. I see 10, 20, 50 years down the track. I have a capacity to solve most problems, nothing is above me and nothing is below me. I'm a keeper of ancient wisdom and drawn to sacred lands around the world to activate remembrance, known by some as a gridworker ✨️

I am a healer of the ages, and have a unique way of seeing the world. I see solutions not problems. I see unity not conformity, I see collaboration and cocreation, enhancement and expansion, beauty and brilliance everywhere 🌹 🌳 🌞 ✨️

My north node (purpose) is in the area of energy exchange. In the giving & receiving of MONEY/ENERGY & POWER & I'm dedicated in service to the feminine (not necessarily to women, but to the rising feminine energy within all, shifting from patriarchal rule) and bringing wealth to the hands of women. To families. I perform well in high powered environments understanding all strategic and operational aspects of any organisation. And I also support equally as well in a living room or over a zoom call guiding families and individuals through major life changes. My career background before mentoring was Real Estate, Recruitment Management, Business Travel and Hospitality.

⚖️ Justice & Equality sits high on my values, I see injustice everywhere and make stands to shift it. I support others to seek win/win in all situations and I see a world where Families are wealthy, healthy and abundant, free and happy away from the old Matrix and corrupt systems.
Manipulation, lies and misleading ways of selling and operating no longer hold up. Truth holds the power. Authenticity beats strategy. Vulnerability and honesty secures lifelong relationships with friends and clients. Heart over mind - love is the answer to all problems on earth. Love with strength & power, purpose and passion, creates true transformation.

I'm passionate mostly about the safety and development of our children. Our future leaders of this earth. How do they currently see the world? How do they interact with it? How do their care givers support them in becoming authentically themselves? Tapped into their unique gifts and powers? Do they have a safe space to grow and learn about what truly matters in life, not what they get indoctrinated with at schools. I support happy and healthy family dynamics, deep connection, healing and understanding. Growing and learning together as we help reparent parents to know how to parent their kids.

I'm a networker & connector and love bringing groups of people together. My favourite hobby ever is travelling (outside my daily meditation). I absolutely love meeting people and learning about different cultures and I embrace new ways of connecting with our world.

I went into a dark place where I was troubled and traumatised, immensely. It took me years of unravelling and undoing the mess that I'd gotten into mentally, physically and emotionally. I sought the guidance of my soul and I purified my thoughts, my heart, my body through intention and devotion to myself and my creator, God. My mission abd ny higher self showed me the step by step and guided me to mentors to help me where I couldn't do ot alone. I focused on my mission. And I learnt;

I am my mission!! 💥
My son is part of my mission💖
Community is part of my mission✨️
Travel is part of my mission ✈️

Daily Devotion, i tune into my service and my mission and do my clearing, purifying, receiving, gifting & growing 🙏✨️🌹💖

We are the creators of our reality 🎬 we get to choose, every minute of every day, who we BE.

I've learnt to embrace everyone and everything, especially the compkex messy and ugly, as its always a gift, an opportunity to oprn my mind to the vastness of this world, the uniqueness of every individual and the beauty in everything. And for what exists inside me.

Its compassion I now feel instead of judgement. For myself, and others. I know everyone has a purpose and we're all a unique piece in this giant tapesty of life.

There is no one way to do life. Noone is right over anyone else. We're all journeying down our own unique path guided by our own soul.

So, You do you boo.

My biggest tips; meditate, connect to Gaia 🌎 let go of control, trust in the process, and fall in love with change, as its the only constant! 😇💖

The universe HAS got your back✨️

Love always
Kim 👑🌹💖🙏

"In the midst of hate, I found there was, within me, an invincible love.
In the midst of tears, I found there was, within me, an invincible smile.
In the midst of chaos, I found there was, within me, an invincible calm.
I realized, through it all, that…
In the midst of winter, I found there was, within me, an invincible summer.
And that makes me happy.
For it says that no matter how hard the world pushes against me, within me, there’s something stronger – something better, pushing right back."

( ✍️ Albert Camus )

Art : Linka

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"Jesus never taught religion.
- He taught ASCENSION. ✨

⚠️ Trigger Warning ⚠️

I AM NOT AND NEVER WILL BE RELIGIOUS ✨️

🙏 But I am here in service to GOD 💖

With Easter approaching I'm starting to get that niggling feeling inside again. And im seeing more and more people 'Turn to Christ', becoming born again Christians. Folowing the nudge inside of them and going where they 'think' they should go, feeling compelled to join the church, to be part of a global wider community, finding their place where they finally belong.

..... Handing their power and energy over to a grid far lower than that of true Christ Consciousness / God.

My personal experiences have shown to me that joining the church and signing up to religious groups is NOT what finding christ means 🥹

I was brought up in a church of England school and was in church every week, assembly held by the Vicar and singing in the choir at weddings and special events. I was in church a lot. I remember the feeling within me was so conflicted because I REALLY loved the feeling SOMETIMES but then others I felt really uncomfortable and borderline scared and knew that something was really off. Where are all the women in the bible doing great things? Mother Mary yes, but what about Mary Magdalene? Saying shes a pr******te? I would regularly hear this voice inside me saying

"THAT IS NOT TRUTH, DO NOT LISTEN"

..and so I switched off to the sermons and never listened to what was being preached and i just focused on singing and being with my friends.

Over the years i have had Jesus (Jeshuah) appear to me in many meditations, whilst crying during dark nights of the soul, in big breathwork sessions, whilst sharing a transmission for a group of women on the 8/8 portal, and most prominently whilst I lay in the healing chamber of the great pyramid of Giza, in a private ceremony 2 years ago.

Jesus' message wasn't about joining a Religion, following rules, making him your saviour, someone to look up to and praise — it was about you realising that YOU are divine and him awakening you to your own divine nature. Teaching you that you already possess the power to heal, to create, and to transform reality itself, by yourself 🌍✨

Why was his message so threatening?

To the point that he was crucified? 🤔

Because he was showing people how to break free from limitation and the suffering of the mind.

When he said;

"The Kingdom of God is within you"

—he wasn't pointing to a church or sacred text, but to the divine spark already alive inside YOU!

Many people are still seeking outside themselves, waiting for someone else to save them or show them the way.

But what if we were always meant to save ourselves? To turn away from FEAR (False Evidence Appearing Real) and lean more into LOVE and to live from the heart, emanating the same Christ consciousness as Jesus did?

This is what we all are at core. Its just been hidden behind the fake identities, false programming, limiting beliefs and sabotaging patterns the ego mind has created.

What if that's what this spiritual awakening journey is truly about? Shedding all the s**t, unplugging from everyone elses beliefs, to discover your own. Becoming Gods/Goddesses ourselves and being the creators of our unique beautiful world, the dream life our hearts (souls) desire ✨️🙏

It's one heck of a journey, but i can tell you in my 44 years I've never felt happier, more confident, more abundant and more loved than I do right now after following the spark of divine light within me and taking the steps guided by my inner voice. My soul, my intuition. My inner godself 💖

I'd love to hear your thoughts on this. What does this bring up in you?

How have you experienced your inner divinity in your own journey? 💫❤️"