10/10/2026
If you ever feel like you are screaming into a void because of circumstances mostly out of your control.. know you are not alone
This last year has been a lot and I know I’ve still got a long way to go, but I’m grateful for the support I have around me
Asking for help can be hard, but allowing yourself time to grieve and get over what was lost can be harder, especially if the road feels never ending
The further I get through the process the better I feel, but at the same time I feel further and further away from where I want to be
Maybe that’s who I am supposed to be now and maybe it’s for the better, but I honestly couldn’t tell you because although part of me feels back to normal.. the other part feels very lost
I hope it will improve over time. As it did back when I hurt my adductor… but this time feels different, both good and not so good, and it’s really hard to stay positive sometimes. I think I’m partially numb to it now because this is not my first injury
So when people ask how I am the usual answers come out… I’m fine, Yh it’s ok etc etc, because it’s honestly a lot to lay on someone when it’s just a passing comment in conversation
But I’m lucky to have such amazing support around me, because without them I would be in a much worse situation ❤️
So for anyone that is in a similar situation, lean on your support network they can really change the game