Rodney White

Some pain doesn’t leave when the moment ends.

It stays.
Accrues interest.
Starts financing decisions.
Starts coloring perception.

That’s what inspired this LAW OF 39 lesson:
“BANK OF THE SOUL”
A.K.A. Emotional Accounting

Sometimes we confuse a large emotional balance with emotional wealth…
when really it’s just accumulated pain.

Full lesson on Substack.
Link in bio.

EPISODE IX — YOUTUBE

After excavation…

After re:build…

comes integration.

EPISODE IX is what happens
when recovered fragments stop being pieces…

and start becoming pattern.

Not just what was found.

What it means.

HMNSM was never random.

It was always building toward recognition.

This isn’t a film.

It’s poetry.
It’s music.
It’s becoming.

The instruction was simple.

Remove the “I.”

Not just ego…
the eyes I was seeing through too.

The near-death experience marked it.

A before and after.

Because what I was seeing with before…
couldn’t see this clearly.

So the old I’s didn’t return.

And that’s when HMNSM became visible.



HMNSM: A True Allegory is available now on Bandcamp. Link in bio.

EPISODE VII — TIKTOK

I kept finding pieces…

Old files.
Old thoughts.
Old frequencies.

EPISODE VII:
The excavation.

YOUTUBE

DISCOVERY.

White walls no more.

EPISODE VI is about reassembly.
Walking back into your own life…
and realizing some of what you thought you knew about yourself
was only perception.

This is memory.
Design.
Identity.
Reconstruction.

Some things still fit.
Some things don’t.

But piece by piece…
the picture returns.

HMNSM BECOMING: THE PREQUEL
EPISODE VI — DISCOVERY

Some memories don’t come back like stories.

No clean playback.
No beginning, middle, end.

Just fragments.
Facts.
Feelings…

EPISODE V: RE is about realizing memory isn’t always something you recall…

Sometimes it’s something you access…

Through the body.
Through creation.
Through the scattered pieces of Self finding their way back together.

Not to re:membering…

But to re:cognizing

HMNSM: THE PREQUELS
EPISODE V — RE:MEMBERING

INSTAGRAM / REELS CAPTION

Some fractures happen long before the breaking.

FAULT ‘LINES (EPISODE III) is pressure building in real time… before BLACK. Before unconsciousness. Before everything changed.

HMNSM: May 3, 2026.
Link in bio.

IN THE BEGINNING… before HMNSM had sound, it had ink.

The pen became a time machine.
The journals became proof.

EPISODE II — IN THE BEGINNING