State of Equilibrium

Opening.. waves crashing as they do upon more than all things, still contain our contents unable to separate. Driving for separation; we can become healed. What does knowledge have that we do not? What does certainty offer if not in that moment? The course is set and where we land is where we are certain to be by the knowledge created when separation tried to crash us from what we are to what we'll be..
...IT'S BECOMING CRYSTAL CLEAR...

10/14/18
Remembrance soothes as song captures essences of emotion buried, longing for its escape from within eternity. Through it the knowing of creation. When did I feel the sound of music? Whenever a drawing of what is in scope, attention is drawn away from knowledge to capture delicacies for all to see. When I embrace or kiss or love, the captured moment so delicate, soothes the song of remembrance, and I am what I am what I am made to be. Love me oh dear ones for what is given can only be as the song deep within all that is longing to be remembered, captured, and released; to live again, for one more moment, from within eternity.. for what image can exist, that has never been seen ..

The fragmented sole lies to all, but not as is meant by the mindful disease that is the time of life. For man's searching endlessly for truth, existing but not penetrated; longing for resolve, but not emptied so as to receive; living for meaning for the one more day and time to only come up short for just long enough to know it has been lost once again to its lies. When will it come, the final chapter that is meant for more than a lesson, when all the days cling to the same memories, and all the soles searching for more, find time has finally given more than it takes? And as the days have realized the most of it, the sands filter out and tomorrow is no longer new; shapen by the deformed and disfigured resemblance of self, we move to beats, each heart together as one; separated only through bodies, still laced through the fabric of entwined thoughts, spinning expression, patchworks of love; a life lived never less physical... and when the moon beams meet the sun, at the journeys end, tirelessly to the last for us, it was always together, forever, never separated, with no beginning or end, just no more lies; where soles become Spirits like lighting bolts once again , with understanding; and like a lighting bolt, it all makes sense; the sole never meant to find, was meant to be found by its Spirit, now the body separated by the spirit, no longer able to lie. The sole was never meant to find, but to be found; not by the first breath, but at the last.. When all is loss

08/07/18
What more can one say or be to all which opens to the fear, and in one moment pulsing radiation pulls forth creation dividing life from death; the knowing from the unknowing.

Walking alone; only never, is without lack, but always from within the vail.

Standing as one; keeping all measures to themselves; as divided from within, compulsively seeking self expression, and through it all, denial. When the casting stones; disharmony is thrown to the delusions of all; some were meant to always be keepen; we tie our tongues as flames and rutters, whose truths are not fitting for manipulation; taught to resent by much more than culture; it comes truly like the thief; lying within we are destined to sin once more as we turn to the new light of the day; placing ourselves on either side of the pendulum, never conquering the balance of motion. How must we attack our willful disobedience if not by turning against ourselves; and how are we to surrender if not by the judgments we take; keeping short order; revealing our wicked knowledge to the ones who can hear the voices of tomorrow. So I turn in faith not as one who understands division, but one who lives one more day at peace that what is done is done, until tomorrow, which only comes, the next time I appear, opening to the fear... Within..

07/03/18
The future of man comes through his halo of discontent
The righteousness of man is discerned by the furthering of his knowledge
The conquering of the soul of man is achieved through the emptying to achieve his own will...

To those who have sought to reconcile the Lord's will, many a blasphemer has come to express knowledge above that which is unknown to all.... and when the earth shall be shaken... knowledge of His will will we know.... and only then.. and be counted as one within the body... and so disposed..... man will rise once more as the new creation..... having never lost the knowledge but being recreated to express it.... Driven are those to loose their faith not by awakening but by lust driving their impunity to greet all as they wish them to be..... and as one surrenders, another fights to take hostage the souls of man to forgive... Take pleasure in the knowledge of your death and be as Christ.... willfully receive the cross as the way, the truth, and the light... be no one to yourself and all things to everyone else... in Jesus name... Amen..
Stand for the unforgiven
Die for their sake
It is done

No eye has seen...
No ear has heard...
The coming of The Lord...

Be transformed by the renewing of your mind each day... In Jesus name...

03/31/18
Father where is my heart, what do I know if “it is finished” Lord God? I stand before the gap unable to do more than be filled by awareness and its condemnations. Thankfully Lord my mind is Yours and unable to comprehend any worth in myself Lord, I rise to ascend through My Master of faith Lord, to an undetermined place of knowledge that has little to do with me... Father Jesus My God, My Brother, My True Love, in all things lies Your truth and my sorrow Lord for not knowing how best to serve, but I know that I am forgiven for all those things that pain, and suffering, and all forms of exhaustive measures are created, that we are entitled to learn and experience Lord; by Your life and new life Lord Jesus, given from a man to the ascension of all men. Father what must I know if I am to rise Lord as the thief to paradise with You Lord; what am I to know Lord when the light leaves my eyes and eternity consumes my harboring resentments... Lord, do I pray forgiveness; do I seek Your presence... Father, I am to take care of widows and orphans; I am to love my neighbors as myself; I am to hear more than I speak; I am to pray wisdom and be patient; I am to love God.... “So You answered and said, “ ‘You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your soul, with all your strength, and with all your mind,’ and ‘your neighbor as yourself.’” (Luke 10:27 ) I am to forgive and love my enemies; I am to pray without ceasing remembering where all things come from... How, Lord, can one man see when only visions are apparent before him; when prayer, truth, light, forgiveness, and all matters of faith and hope consume every breath; when all things are unto You. How can a man serve every one before himself and live in this fallen place with nothing more than faith? Father without knowing each minute, day, month, year, time beyond all time, place beyond place Lord; I come; Lord from under and over Lord; I come; as I wake and rise Lord, I come; Praise Jesus I come. As I sorrow for the lost from within my own family Lord, I come; from the depths of my despair, anguish, frustration, hate; from what is seen, unseen, heard, UN-heard, lived and forgotten Lord, I come... And Lord when Your breath speaks its last to me Lord, however it is spoken Lord, as the booming sound rising out of all space and time Lord, I will be there with You my Savior, my protector, the only true lover of my heart; Father, and I thank You for all things; For, “ And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose. (Romans 8:28) Father I will not say what matter of man I am Lord; I will only say Lord that as I live and breath on this earth, by Your Blood shed for the forgiveness of my sins Lord, that I will do my best to embrace the thorns; the nails, the spiting, the beatings, the ridicule to the best of the strength You give me to endure with Lord... 13 No temptation has overtaken you except such as is common to man; but God is faithful, who will not allow you to be tempted beyond what you are able, but with the temptation will also make the way of escape, that you may be able to bear it. ( Corinthians 10:13) Father, thank You for the cross; thank You for true love; thank You for Your continued light in this dark place Lord. Father, I pray Lord, that all that is meant for me to do Lord, I do with the knowledge that regardless of what I do Lord, “ it is finished” Praise Jesus, “ it is finished” .... Amen....

03/28/18
In celebration I rise slowly to the call that lives deeper within my soul than I can consciously fathom, as the knowing that what must be will be, I allow all temptation to release its grasp; finally extinguishing the emotional presence of that presence rooting behind knowledge of those beliefs; like a child clinging to mother's legs afraid to expose itself to a world searching to control it, or a God already having lived giving it the very life which disobedience claims daily out of hurt, pain, suffering, delight, and all external sources of physical stimulation leading to the physical sensations of truth of a worldly life and purpose and reason and reasoning, when it is the very life we live to its final outcome through the suffering and death that leads to eternal life, as ones chosen to live through this life of learning what commitment to the deepening of the soul to the risen Spirit means ... from within all things we live to die, to live again ... to what is truly worthy of life eternal … knowledge of the ascent of man to eternal life through Christ Jesus .. God ...

02/02/18
How then to advance this of all days with options diminishing, not caused by my lack of faith, hope, but by standards of living; choose options that force life to move, not perhaps by anything more than sweeter fruit; branches leading to ripper pickings? As faith moves one, so desire leads to new life, but not all desires lead to life. When coming to the Father of light; Jesus, I remember not to obey without further knowledge of His truth, which is not just read, but lived by the healing of His word once received, and as many as there is reading from His divine knowledge to us, are His ways from which direction is given for eternal life and peace for our soul's transcendence through destiny; bringing not just all touched to healing awareness, but so to life giving breath feeding through exhalation on that which can only come forth through exhaustive measures, killing our own life for our own resurrection by faith; breathing once again by the stammering penetrating regurgitating need for life; for air; for the right to continue.... unto death.... So this for me; this for You; from within all things lie our desires; from within all things lie our truths; and from within all things lies the Word living and breathing giving life to that which contains all our answers for our desired life. Thank You Father of lights; thank You for all things....

01/07/18
Oh how the many paths will lead and how the leading brings opportunity for brisk measures for action and reaction; not for all but by all; transcendence moves mightily through creation; visible and invisible means exist to measure, and through analysis and the re-formation of thought, calculative reasoning creates more out of less, and in doing, broadens one's path, horizons, attitudes, wisdom, and penetrations bringing forth the previously unknown; the perceptive unconformitys are as mist for the mystical, revealed; like rays of sun, energy gathers keeping its warmth through the night; seen and felt throughout the day, but not till dawn to be seen again... What is for today can not be used tomorrow, and the lingering effects of the past require more elemental understanding for growth to maintain action. Thriving not only begins and ends, it also grows from the previously known, and its effects. Wanderers as we are, blown seeds from here to there; living to breath, always scenting the air; by day or by night the fruits we seek, have always been there; nurtured by the mist, and lifted by the air. Our natural cycles are not fleeting, only hidden as such, from within a twinkling of an eye, to the abandoned light of thin air... We are as we are; nothing measured, nothing gained, but created none the less, to be rejuvenated by the rain; the mist; through the Son once again...

11/24/17
From that empty place the battle rages on, moving forth meeting its destiny; survival uncommitted, less defiant than before, but wavering little once taken to the matter at hand; the spreading of the Spirit of God. Guided by the destiny that is creation, thriving to begin again; unto faith till dropped it is the warrior's path to win by dieing to their worldly existence only to rise again to life again redeemed by the Spirit of God, into their heavenly incorruptible bodies; glorified, powerful, spirit filled. As I look up Lord, I know that by faith You are looking down. The war raging from all directions; so many fronts to examine; the military might of love can not be suppressed, or opposed; actions taken not in defense but out of necessity, against even those proclaiming faithfulness on that day Lord, when Kingdom Come, and I am gone from this place.. Lord, may I on that day Lord, walk among those fallen who have conquered the grave, and having left their footsteps of faith Lord, lead who might follow Lord, to You, The Giver of Life... The Son's of Christ Jesus have never left ... They're walk has only begun ... With Power and might. “Eye has not seen, nor ear heard, nor have entered into the heart of man, The things which God has prepared for those who love Him “O' Death, where is your sting? O' Hades, where is your victory?”

11/06/17
What therefore am I? To be as one within one, or as I am divided; blood of man fallen separated, and dust brought forth by Holy Breath, and by blood again to death to life; I spend less from knowledge of that which is fallen and that which created me, and more with whom I was created to be only to be divided once more not by choice or remembrance of the less divine, but by that which speaks separately; unheard but beneath desire to knowledge of what is right. How do I bring myself forward; by what channel; by what means; for what reason? Father, who I am created by in every state of being; loosened himself from heaven and came to be with His, and die for what he so desperately loved. Thank You Father. My offering has, and never will be, enough by my own measure, but exists on a level though weak, as my only gift; each day more and more and more I, we, struggle as a humanity gripping the ledge; waiting to fall, with no where to turn. In those moments He comes. Resounding from Heaven the voice of my Lord Jesus speaks through the pumping of my heart, and the beating of my chest, and the oxygen to my cells. The terminal state of man... Live to die, but not until the end do we come to You oh Lord of life. Father we praise You, and as we do, we seek, we speak, we run Lord. We are running Lord; Your bride Lord, is running to You ..... Amen...

Without warning the transient being arrives by the dynamic determination of essence upon matter being delivered without previous knowledge of circumstances... reasons, cause, awareness..
Which time from within the present as the breath of life does the sole exhausting and taking in and quivering seeming alive, do we become us? How and why then should I be as I, and by measured, become. Loosen me to see beyond what no longer exists in thy temporal awkward awakening of that knowledge to exist. Transform it as survival is necessary, and preordained, and majestic, and surreal, and alone... Thanks be to the blessings bestowed by power given of the eternal. No mistakes, only the mistaken... Am I hear? I've seen enough... When's the next train out of here I'm Ready...? Oh, I'm building it... Well then... 'All Aboard '!! ... We're headed home...