09/02/2026
Yesterday, I turned 51 years old. Half a century plus one.
In my twenties, I genuinely believed 50 meant cardigans, canes, and retirement homes.
Back then, hitting the gym was pure vanity. I wanted to look good—period. I built the muscles that looked fit, and I convinced myself I was.
Then came my thirties, and my very first CrossFit workout delivered a swift slap to the ego. I wasn’t actually fit; I just looked the part. I had glaring gaps in my functional capacity. Deciding to jump into CrossFit 16 years ago changed the trajectory. Sure, I still wanted to look good, but the goal shifted to becoming truly capable, prepared for anything, backed by capacity and actual health markers.
Now, at 51, with 16 years of CrossFit in the books, the priority evolved again a few years ago. What matters most is extending my functional lifespan: staying strong enough to lift heavy, agile enough to move through space, and conditioned enough to go the distance.
At 51:
* I can carry someone to safety in a crisis.
* I can run fast or far if an emergency hits.
* I can tackle a 20 mile ride, a 10 mile hike, or a 5 mile run on a moment’s notice.
* I can play ball with Koa and Kai and keep going until they tap out.
* I endeavor to be the anchor people can rely on when things get hard.
* I am setting up my future self to take care of others at 80, not to be cared for.
None of us can control the unexpected; accidents happen, and illness exists. But what we can control is putting our bodies in the best possible position to handle that adversity, endure, and recover. To be there for the people we love for as long as possible.
I won’t pretend I’ve completely outgrown wanting to look good in the mirror—vanity will never completely leave building, but it has definitely taken a back seat to what actually matters.
Here’s to independent living, staying capable, and pursuing health. Do it for yourself, and do it for the people who rely on you. Thank you to everyone in my circle. Thank you for constantly pushing me to be better. I’m deeply grateful for this life.