I’m a Goddess Guide empowering women to embrace their feminine wisdom, unleash their deepest desires and light up the fu***ng world!!!
08/01/2026
Inspired by the beautiful and brilliant elianne el-amyouni (twitchy witch) I’m remembering my voice. Sharing what comes through after a long hiatus.
And finally starting that Substack. Since I’ll be going dark on all socials for at least the next 7 days, join me there….💜✨🐦⬛
Delighting in the invitation to return to long-form content where I will share all the things…..
StarCrowWoman.substack.com
07/27/2026
Do the thing.
Wear the thing.
Say the thing.
Post it.
Trust your knowing above all else. No one else could possibly know what is right for you. Ever.
And that even goes for the stupid s**t that you do that you know you probably shouldn’t.
That’s because your soul is orchestrating every moment to bring you closer to YOU, free from the limitations of your mind, programming and conditioning of the world.
You. Are. Whole. Perfect. And. Complete.
Forever and always.
In every moment.
No conditions.
No fillers required.
No contortion required.
No compromise required.
Everything you ever were, will be, and are is in this moment. Here. Now.
The key is to remember that and stop deviating when you convince yourself that the lies are bigger than you.
07/16/2026
It’s been 3 days since I said goodbye to my best friend.
Ed has been my closest confidant and most beloved companion for over 17 years.
I’ve stewarded many beloved furbabies in my life, but only one dog ~ turned velveteen rabbit ~ who I was fully responsible for.
I grew up with just cats and I thought I was a cat person, and if you know me, I am.
But Ed, he changed me.
I always wanted to be a mom, since I was old enough to say it. I deeply, truly, madly desired to birth children (I have yet to).
Though, never before I fully could stand inside myself as a whole being, one that didn’t seek to fill holes inside myself through another.
Ed burrowed into that space and birthed the version of me who would selflessly caretake another for the sheer love and joy of it.
We chose each other…..
He taught me to trust myself. To tune out to tune in.
He reminded me of play and movement and the simplicity of just being without agenda.
He taught me sooooo much about clear communication and boundaries.
I feel so very sad and life is very different than it was just a few days ago.
And I feel so very blessed for our time together and that he trusted me to walk him Home when the time came.
I prayed that he would go in his sleep as Luna held vigil over him, purring the pain into the background.
There are not words to adequately express all that I’m feeling, but this touches on it.
Rest easy, sweet baby bear.
I love you to eternity and feel you even more now as we find this new rhythm together, you guiding me now.
RIP Edward 3/29/2009 to 7/13/2026 ❤️
There’s something deeply nourishing to be willing to sit with ourselves in the discomfort without attempting to fix it.
I notice myself on heightened alert after several days of intermittent fasting.
This is not a state that I’m particularly used to after several years of engaging in “the work.”
From this place, I feel it as shedding of the old.
In Buddhism it would be seen as samskaras releasing.
They’ve served and there’s no resistance or clinging so they can slough off the field - dissolve into the nothingness they always were.
Once upon a time, I would’ve called this anxiety and worked to discharge it.
There is tremendous liberation in being with it and letting it work itself through - the leaf floating along the river of life.
Open
Allowing
Free
03/12/2026
If you feel the pull, I’d love to chat….and if you know someone who might be a fit, connect us!
HMU
Peace, love & sparkles, y’all ✨🫶🏼💗
05/01/2025
I came here to break every rule
To unbind myself from every thread and hook that maimed, bound and gagged my ancestors and yours
To break the chains of every limit and self-imposed bulls**t story I bought into because I wasn’t yet ready to burn through my yearning to
Conform
Perform
Contort
Extract
Protect
We do this to the point we don’t know who we even are so the pain of of the split becomes absolutely unbearable
Every heartbeat feels like a slow death when you are existing as a shell of you
Every moment feels like burning alive as your skin melts choose the path of self sacrifice over reclamation
When you finally choose the path of undoing, it feels like a breath of fresh air
A clean pool of crisp clear water
Until you look back and see the mess and muck you’ve been swimming in all because you ignored the Truth
You crucified yourself for a system designed to burn you alive
Knowing that your radiance and truth could undo it all
The power of your non-compliance with all that seeks to keep you in the dark
Blind to yourself because you were more afraid of the illusion of safety than to the ache in your own soul to simply live as the whole truth of you
Our light reminds of of all we had to dim to survive
So we pretend we aren’t the ones we’ve been waiting for
We play at being weak and not enough
To remember just how fu***ng powerful we actually are
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I came here to break every rule—
AND YOU DID TOO.
Are you ready to claim that?
If these words cracked something open in you—
you already know.
You’re the one too.
You always were.
Come walk the edge with me.
Book a session, visit the shop, or simply say yes to your own undoing.
The portal is open.
www.lovepescadero.com
⛓️💥 in bio
05/01/2025
May I be the one?
May I be the altar for your sacred undoing
May I be the threshold into unknown worlds
May I be the permission you never needed
May I be the sacred wake-up call
May I be the keeper of the tender secrets you’re too afraid to share
May I be the one who whispers the truth when you’re lost in the muck
May I be the reminder that the only lock on the cage is in your own hands
May I be the remembrance of what was never lost, only forgotten
May I be the portal through which you choose your un-becoming, BEing who you’ve always been
May I be the one who witnesses all of YOU as you witness the YOU that never left
You are the one
The one you’ve been waiting for
The one who always saw you
Knew your brilliance
Felt your fire
Invoked your radiance when it became too painful to hold back
Called upon the now moment
To remind you
You never left home
I AM
04/30/2025
REQUEST FOR SACRED SUPPORT :
The sacred flame is lit. And I’m ready to be fully supported.
The last 6 months have been particularly brutal as small retailer in a predominantly tourist driven town. And while we are moving into the busy season, things have not picked up consistently yet.
So I’m putting out the call for support from my community so I can continue to provide a hub for love and connection and continue to support local artists while providing an alternative to big box shops in our tiny coastal town of Pescadero.
I’m calling in $4,400 this week to clear rent obligations for the store and home—and more than anything, to clear the energetic field so I can keep showing up in service, creativity, and flow.
I’m doing the work. I’ve said the prayers. I’m taking the aligned actions. Now I’m opening the channel to receive.
If my work has touched you, if you’ve been waiting to book, or if you simply feel called to hold me in this moment—now is the time.
Ways to support right now:
✨Book a reading or session (links in bio)
✨ Make a purchase on the website - either www.lovepescadero.com or https://lovepescadero.square.site/
✨ Send a love offering or tip (any little bit helps - truly)
✨Share my work or name with your communities and/or someone who needs it
✨Light a candle, say a prayer, hold the field with me
In deep gratitude and appreciation for witnessing me and for any support you are open to provide. I am honored to be a beacon of light and provide an alternative these uncertain times. Thank you. 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
🔗 in bio for all the things ✨💜🫶🏼