04/22/2026
Since my update from November, I have been conspicuously quiet, and I have not seen many of you, so here is the scoop. Most of you know that I had a very successful cervical disc replacement surgery last October. The amazing thing was that my neck issues resolved nearly instantly. When I woke up from anesthesia, the surgeon came to check on me, and he asked how I was doing. I was elated because the neck pain was gone, but I commented that my right shoulder hurt. His eyes widened, and I could see the gears running as fast as possible in his mind–the “Oh, s**t, what did I hit by accident,” moment. I quickly assured him that it felt like it was musculoskeletal. I figured that my right shoulder hurt from compensating from the neck pain and the fact that I had only been able to lie on my right side while the neck pain was so intense. I started PT 6 weeks post op, and my neck was a breeze, but the shoulder was still bothering me. We ended up focusing on the shoulder in PT for months.
The PTs suspected rotator cuff impingement, so I diligently worked away at my rehab. As the months dragged on, the shoulder improved a little, and then, it started to ache all of the time, keeping me up at night, and certain movements were extremely painful. Nothing seemed to be helping, so I reached out to the shoulder and elbow specialty clinic at the UW. An MRI was ordered, and the results came back showing a tear in the supraspinatus, a possible labral tear, and bursitis. I responded to the clinic via MyChart immediately, and asked to set up an appointment. The clinic responded that the PA could see me in a month. I wrote back that based on the MRI, it seemed like a consult with a surgeon was merited. They responded that they would forward the MRI to a surgeon, and I could expect a reply sometime in the next week. 45 minutes later, I got a reply that the surgeon would see me the following week. When a surgeon is eager to see you, that usually means only one thing….
I had surgery to repair my right shoulder last week. During surgery, they found that the upper border of the subscapularis had a tear and that there was a high-grade partial-thickness articular sided rotator cuff tear of the supraspinatus. They also found bursitis. All of these they were able to repair and clean up, and the prognosis is very good.
I had heard a lot of warnings about rotator cuff surgery, so I approached it with some trepidation and nervousness. I had just had cervical surgery 6 months prior, and I had sailed through it, so I wasn’t sure what to expect. The weirdest thing was the nerve block where my arm felt like a co**se arm attached to my body for about 24 hours post op. Once the nerve block wore off, the shoulder was definitely angry. I took acetaminophen and ibuprofen around the clock for a couple of days, and I was able to stop taking them on the 4th day post op, so hopefully, I’m on the mend already. I was also able to take a walk the afternoon after surgery, and I’ve been able to walk daily, which I credit with getting me feeling better quickly.
The injuries and their surgeries and recoveries bestowed the blessing and the curse of time on me–lots of time spent working to restore my body to a pain free and healthy state and lots of time to reflect. Sitting still and idleness do not mesh well with my personality, so early on after neck surgery, I determined that I would return to running. As a child, I ran for joy and with exuberance. I don’t think that I learned how to walk until I was a teenager, as running was my preferred mode. I burned out hard on running when I ran collegiately. With joy, I have returned to running, and I am frustrated to have to take a break, but hopefully, it will be short lived. It feels amazing to be taking care of my health, as I watch my metrics improve and the feeling in my body improve.
With time to reflect, I realize how much I love adventure and all of the people whom I’ve met over the years from so many different walks of life. As I recover physically, I hope to travel to see old friends, new places, and to meet new people and make new friends.
I have remained absent from the horse world while I recover from my surgeries. I miss all of my friends from far and wide. I miss horses, but I don’t miss riding, which is a strange thing to hear myself say. To those who have reached out to me for lessons, clinics, and consulting, I still absolutely plan to teach and consult. I have to take the time to recover from my surgeries, and I am also balancing being a mother to 3 kids. I am also a volunteer coach for youth soccer and basketball, and I just got roped into coaching track as well, so I’m still utilizing my coaching skills. I have started some writing projects as well, but time has not been on my side when it comes to writing–for someone used to getting things done quickly, writing is a lesson in patience!
Please stay in touch, and please reach out if you want to get onto my lesson or clinic waiting list for when I’m recovered. Extra credit to those of you who want me to visit new and/or interesting places! I am committed to helping horses more than ever. I am also hoping that through sharing my experiences, I can help trainers, who are some of the hardest working people out there.
Pro tip: if you're going to have multiple surgeries, be sure that you have an awesome mom to help. Pictured here is my amazing mom who has been there for all of my surgeries and the recoveries.