Jillian • the intentional edit

the absolute executive dysfunction + exhaustion that follows unavoidable masking is unmatched

my brain won’t shut off and my body won’t move so obvi time to go to the gym 🙃💪

iykyk xx

jokes on him though bc that was me focusing + now RSD has entered the chat 🙃

i know it’s terrifying and overwhelming…

i know it’s exhausting hearing doctors tell you you’re fine when you know you’re not…

i know it’s easier to listen to the health “guru” with “biz” in their name tell you it’s just a celery deficiency or you’re not getting enough sunshine…

i know, because i feel it too.

i spent years undiagnosed, drowning my problems in essential oils + believing doctors were the enemy…until i became so chronically ill that my bloodwork shocked everyone in the room.

your beautiful adhd brain is making you feel like you’re being chased by lions right now. it’s searching for the easiest solution to make you feel safe. but i promise, just getting yourself there will be the hardest part.

holding so much space for you because i still struggle with it too xx

trust??

bsfr bc i know that process is lying.

anyways…
down 90 lbs + “trusting the process” ig for the next 90 🫠 xx

petition for special permission to opt out if you have ADHD 📝

drop a 🫧 if you’d sign xx