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Getting into bed slaps back different. You get to wonder and second guess waking up after....

It's a bit funny you're born without your permission, then you're required to do something only if you're willingly into it, you Must live, you Must love, you Must be free. 🤣And You Must Love your enemies and family... Willingly.

Then that's it, with all not making sense, I'll make sense out of bitterness. I'll become.

The aim is to lose and let myself win cause I can't afford to lose to me.

Just really neeeeed to understand that some s**t is just not for me

Lived in a generation of "an empty vessel makes a lot of noise", my extroverted persona was forced to want to know. All ever wanted was to be loud and never judged on how much knowledge is ever acquired.

Truth is I can't really connect with the people around me because I have lived far too much in my head.

My greatest fear was to die alone, stupid as it is based on the likes I get phone calls I receive and the life insurance messages I get at eight in the morning instead of good mornings it's quite sadistic to be scared of the reality I live in. Somethings can't be changed I am through holding on to people who wouldn't hold me on down uma uhamba hamba sbali kulula. 😊

The dept of sorrow

Ohh here's a memo today's morning marks the second day of me dying by a head shot in a dream.. And this morning it was five shots yesterday it was a single shot.. I can still hear the crisp pop sound shot 👋☺

So like fam if you thought of it kululeka sengitsheliwe

'ukuthihey

I must be addicted to solitude