09/24/2026
What transpired next was as topographical as the Finlayson course on a clear day. Beautiful views, demanding climbs, and descents that make your quads feel like they are snapping with each gingerly step.
I had entered a stage of transformation quite familiar to many a mothers who have delicately, deliberately, or maybe even unwilling placed their “self” on the side for a season of life.
I questioned everything, primarily myself. I explored and withdrew from many things during this time. I learned a lot about my own way of making decisions (experiential learner over here!), what I could tolerate, what topics caused me anguish, and conversely what opened the flood gates for excitement to rush through my veins.
I took a stroll down various avenues. Not making mistakes but instead recognizing my passions even better by mistakingly moving further away from them. Delicately balancing the balance of process based living while searching for clarity in direction.
…TBC