10/23/2026
When I ask senior leaders what they are running on, the first answer is almost always about what they have produced. They tell me what got delivered, what is still outstanding and how far behind the list has slipped. That is an honest account of output, but it says very little about what the output was drawn from.
The aspen leaves in this photograph show the difference. Before an aspen drops its leaves in the fall, it breaks down the green and draws much of the nitrogen back out of them into its branches and roots. That store carries through the winter and feeds the first growth in spring, before there are leaves to make anything new. The gold is what shows once the green has been taken back, and the green flecks still on these leaves are the last of it.
Our own reserve can be named just as specifically. A leader runs on relationships with credit in them, decisions already made that do not need reopening under pressure, judgment tested enough that a pattern shows in three weeks instead of three months, structures that run without us in the room, and the physical state we actually arrive in on a Monday morning.
That is what we push from when the work asks for more than the week can supply, and it is what the fifth permaculture principle is about: use and value what renews. Most of us could not say how much of it we have, because we gauge it by output, and output is one of the last places a shortfall shows.
This month is about that reserve: what it is made of, what rebuilds it, and what draws it down without anyone noticing. It starts with being able to name it.