Alana Peters, Leadership and Executive Coaching

A saskatoon branch in full bloom is a real signal of the tree's capacity. It is not a guarantee of yield. Between bloom and fruit, dozens of conditions determine what actually develops - some can be tended, most cannot be controlled. The same is true of senior leaders. Strong performance is a real signal. It is not the whole read.

One of the patterns I see most often in senior leaders right now is what I call Fading. Fading is not burnout. The person is still delivering. They are still in the room, still on the agenda, still hitting the marks.

But something has gone quiet in them. The energy they used to bring to a hard decision has thinned. The colleague who used to push back in the meeting now lets things pass. The leader who used to come back from a weekend with a new idea is no longer doing that.

Fading is one of three responses I see in senior leaders under prolonged organizational pressure. It is the one most often missed, because from the outside it looks like steadiness. From the inside it feels like running on whatever is left. Most performance reviews do not catch it. The numbers do not catch it. What catches it is a colleague who has known the leader for years and notices that something has gone out of the room when they
walk into it.

If you are leading a senior function and something feels off in a way you cannot quite name, pay attention to that signal.

In downtown Red Deer, on four acres of what is technically called a brownfield - contaminated industrial land left over from an earlier use, the kind most developers walk around rather than build on - a group of volunteers with an organization called Rethink Red Deer has spent five growing seasons doing work that wasn’t supposed to be possible.

The Reservoir — Alana Peters Most leadership writing treats trust as a feeling — something that develops between people over time, or emerges when a team works well together. This is the wrong frame. Trust behaves more like stored water. It accumulates in the easy weeks so it is there in the hard ones. As AI takes over more o...

The season started with bark and old grass. Just a few weeks later, we’re looking at running water in full light. That isn’t a coincidence. It’s the pattern I keep returning to in the work I do with leaders and teams. The tending in the quiet season is what gives the loud season somewhere to go.

Without the root work, the energy of a new initiative scatters. Without the trust-building, the harder conversation has nowhere safe to land. Without attention to the interior life of a team, the
strategy sits on a shelf.

This is not abstract. It’s the difference between organizations that can move when the moment arrives and organizations that just vibrate in place. If you’re entering a season that’s asking more of you, the question to sit with isn’t how to keep up. It’s what you tended earlier that’s now showing up. And what might still need tending before the water comes all the way through.

Thank you for walking through this season with me.

It is easy to miss how much of a bloom is the work of the season before it. This plant was not waiting for the right day. It was preparing for it. Through the whole winter, while the ground looked frozen and the branches looked empty, something was being held. Something was being stored. The conditions for this moment were being quietly arranged underground and inside the wood.

I see this with senior leadership teams more often than the strategy decks would suggest. A team becomes capable of a hard conversation that would have flattened them a year ago. A new leader steps into a role and finds the team is already prepared to follow them, in a way that looks like luck and isn’t. A culture absorbs a shock that would have fractured it before, because something underneath had been tended.

The tending almost never gets the credit. The credit goes to the strategy, the new hire, the program. But the strategy lands on ground that someone prepared.

If something is blooming in your work right now, notice what made it possible. The credit belongs to a longer season than the one we’re in. And if nothing is blooming yet, notice what you might still be tending. The bloom is rarely the work. The work is what came before.

"I didn't listen, I just kept pushing." It’s a phrase I’ve heard in so many contexts. From leaders, from clients, from people I love. It almost never arrives in the moment. It arrives after. Read on to hear more from this poignant post.

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"I Didn't Listen, I Just Kept Pushing" — On the Slow Fade, Recovery, and What Leaders Miss — Alana Peters "I didn't listen, I just kept pushing." It's a phrase leaders say after the diagnosis, the marriage, the resignation letter — after the cost has already been paid. An essay on the slow fade in leadership: how it begins, what it costs, and what the work actually is now. With reflections on

Sometimes a team starts moving again before anyone can explain why.

It might be a department that had a hard year. A restructure. The loss of a leader. An external pressure that took something out of them. The metrics looked the same for months. The engagement scores didn’t shift. There was no big intervention, no relaunch, no off-site that turned things around.

And then someone notices: people are picking up threads they had let drop. The harder conversations are happening again. There is something, small and real and hard to point to, that has come back online.

A few people got more honest with each other. Someone made a small decision that signalled the worst was over. A trust that had been bruised got tested and held. None of it was a program. None of it would have shown up on a quarterly dashboard.
The recovery is real. The language for it hasn’t arrived yet. Both can be true at the same time.
If you are responsible for the health of a team or a function, give the recovery room before you ask it to explain itself. The movement comes first. The language follows.

Change in organizations is rarely the thing we imagine it will be. We picture the before and the after. We name the after as the goal. We build a plan with milestones. And then the actual change happens the way actual change happens. Unevenly. With long stretches that look like nothing is moving, followed by small releases that no one expected.

This picture is what thaw actually looks like. Three different states in the same frame. The frozen ground. The patterned ice that has already started to change. The fresh snow that will have to melt before either of the others can move. None of them are wrong. All of them are part of a single process that takes the time it takes.
The leaders I trust most aren’t the ones who can accelerate this. They’re the ones who can read what stage the system is actually in, and match their pace to it.
What stage is your work in right now?

Most of the work I do with senior leadership teams in mission-driven organizations starts with naming three seasons we move through.

The first is fading. You’re still delivering, but something underneath has gone quiet. The work is fine. You are tired in a way that sleep doesn’t fix. You haven’t lost your edge. You’ve set it down for a while because you needed to.

The second is frustrated. The things you care about feel like they’re being held up by everything else. You aren’t wrong about what’s in the way. But the energy of being right has started to cost you, and you can feel it in how people respond to you in meetings.

The third is fawning. You’re smoothing more than you’re saying. Making room for everyone else’s comfort and not quite finding room for your own clarity. The agenda is full. The decisions don’t quite land.

I move through these too. We all do, depending on what’s being asked of us. If you can name the season you’re in right now, you can stop trying to lead from a season you’re not actually in. That’s where the real work starts.

A beaver did this. Not a forester, not a storm, not me. I keep returning to this image because it reminds me of something I have to keep relearning.

One of the quietest habits in leadership is the belief that I am the only one tending. The only one making meaning. The only one whose decisions matter.
It is almost always untrue.

There are other forces shaping the work you do. Colleagues with their own wisdom. Rhythms that predate you. Outside pressures. Quiet contributions you will never fully see. The work of leadership includes noticing that you are part of a system, not above it. That noticing is not weakness. It’s accuracy.

In Calgary today, here for a second session with a non-profit leadership team I worked with in January.

This sculpture sits near our meeting room. A man, a woman, a child, surrounded by hands. The hands hold the people who hold the child.

The work we do today affects those who are to come.

This team knows that. They are actively working to support each other so they can better support their community. We spent today on what makes that possible.