08/23/2026
After my head injury, I didn’t think I would ever be able to go back to some of the things that I loved again.
The injury caused my entire system to go into overdrive. My nervous system became HIGHLY sensitive and reactive to every type of stimuli coming in.
Everything was too much, light, sound, exercise, crowds, even the sound of my own children’s laughter was too much.
To my body, everything was a threat.
I was told my body was “resistant to healing.”
I was told I will never be able to exercise at high intensity again.
Wear sunglasses. Wear earplugs. Avoid crowds. Avoid stimulation…
Basically, shrink your life to fit your symptoms.
And yes, in the beginning, my body needed rest. Things needed to slow down.
But staying there?
No fu***ng way was I settling for that diagnosis.
I love the intensity, pushing my physical body, adventure, and seeing what my body is capable of.
I live a big life… this couldn’t be it for me.
I needed to rebuild my body’s CAPACITY to experience it, and that meant changing my relationship with my body.
I had to stop interpreting every symptom as something to be afraid of and start listening to it as communication.
I had to learn the difference between needing recovery and being uncomfortable because I was asking my body to do something it hadn’t built the capacity for yet.
So I started training capacity. Progressively.
I would hang from a pull-up bar until my body wanted to let go, then connect to my breath and teach my body that I could hold a little longer.
I used breathwork to intentionally create a stress response, then practiced regulating through it.
I started training again slowly, intentionally pushing my heart rate up and bringing myself back down.
Challenge. Recover. Stress. Regulate. Exposure. Adaptation.
This is CAPACITY work.
And slowly, my world got bigger again!
➡️At some point, staying small becomes the thing keeping us small.
your body isn’t broken because it’s reacting, symptoms are simply communication
capacity can be trained
Today I train at full capacity. I push limits, I train without fear.
I do things I was told I might never be able to do
I feel free, I feel l