08/06/2026
So, let me tell you the truth. I made a promise to allah that I would be real in a world that often feels full of people pretending to be something they’re not.
Before I traveled to Sinai, I felt like everything in my life was falling apart. My soul was exhausted, completely burned out. I reached a point where I thought, ‘I don’t want to be a mother anymore. This responsibility is too heavy. I’m still young, and I need to go find myself.
That was one of the main reasons I traveled to Sinai.
When I met the Bedouin woman you all know, Maryam, and she welcomed me into her home, something inside me changed. I was deeply touched by the simplicity of their lives, by these beautiful mothers, and by what true feminine energy really looks like!!!
I was shocked by how much it awakened my motherhood
Before that trip I honestly felt disconnected from my daughter Motherhood had become a list of responsibilities making money, providing the best school, the best nursery, the best clothes, the best opportunities. I thought that’s what being a good mother meant
But then I saw something different I saw pure, kind children growing up surrounded by connection and suddenly I realized that I had been overlooking one of the greatest blessings in my life!!
I discovered that I truly love being a mother
Since coming back, everything has changed The time I spend with my daughter is no longer another task on my list It’s quality time, and I give it with 🤍She has brought me back to my own childhood, to my playful spirit, to the part of myself I had forgotten
