01/06/2026
Yesterday's run was only 6.5 miles.
But it felt much harder than it should have.
A few years ago I wouldn't have understood that.
I'd have tortured myself thinking:
"My fitness has gone."
"I've had a few days off."
"I must be going backwards."
Now?
I was expecting it to feel tough.
Life had been a bit expensive this week.
Just unplanned life stuff.
And your body doesn't know the difference between training load and life load.
In fact, sometimes the life stuff hits harder.
Training has a start and finish.
Life can just keep going.
So I headed out knowing it wasn't going to be a record breaker.
I wanted to feel the sun on my face.
The wind on my skin.
See the hills.
Listen to some chilled tunes.
I packed a snack.
Took a drink.
Not because I needed them for 6.5 miles.
Because I didn't want to add any more cost.
The interesting thing was my legs felt fine.
No soreness.
No heaviness.
But It felt harder to get up the hills.
It was harder than usual to stay in the lower heart rate zones.
So I didn't force it.
I let it drift up a bit.
Walked more.
Paused more.
Backed off before it became a fight.
And it was great.
Not because it fixed anything.
My system is still carrying the cost of this week.
But because I worked with that reality instead of fighting it.
The most powerful thing running has taught me isn't how to push harder.
It's knowing when it's smart to push...
and when it's smarter to back off.
28/05/2026
I hear this a lot:
“It’s not stopping me.”
*The tight calf.
*The stiff back.
*The shoulder that keeps grumbling.
*Feeling exhausted until the second coffee kicks in.
*Needing exercise to finally feel human.
Because technically… they can still train.
What often gets missed is this:
Long before an injury stops you, the body usually stops bouncing back properly.
Little niggles stay around longer.
Muscles feel tight all the time.
You feel flat unless you override it.
Small problems keep returning instead of fully settling.
Most people think this is just normal training.
But it's a sign your body is carrying more load than it is recovering from.
And eventually, something bigger usually forces the issue.
Recovery is not just whether your legs feel OK by tomorrow.
It is your body being able to train, work and live…
without slowly ending up stuck in the same stop-start cycle.
19/05/2026
That 3pm crash isn’t random.
You’re fine all morning.
Focused. Productive. Getting things done.
Then mid-afternoon hits:
• you crash
• you crave sugar
• you feel wired but tired
For a lot of women, the morning looks like this:
• coffee
• straight into the day
• another coffee
• still no food
…and suddenly it’s 2pm.
There’s a lot of talk about intermittent fasting.
And it can be helpful.
But for women, it’s more nuanced.
Our systems are more sensitive to:
• circadian rhythm (time of day)
• hormonal shifts
• and overall load across the day
👉 so timing matters
If you don’t fuel in the morning, your body creates energy another way.
👉 by increasing stress hormones to keep you going
So yes… you feel fine at first.
But you’re running on:
• cortisol
• adrenaline
• caffeine
And the bill comes later:
• the crash
• the cravings
• feeling wired at night
• weight around the middle
• niggles that keep coming back
You already understand this with training.
Fuel early… or pay for it later.
Your day works the same way.
If you don’t fuel it…
👉 your body will keep you going
👉 you just won’t recover from it
Ever noticed this in your own day?
If you’re curious, there’s some good work on this from Stacy Sims around fasting and active women.
16/05/2026
Such a good day today at the Kokoro - Festival of Health, Wellbeing & Spirit Festival 😊
Met so many interesting people and had some really eye-opening conversations.
One of the biggest things people noticed on the stand was this:
👉 you can feel “fine”
while your system underneath is still over-revving.
Using live nervous system tracking, I was able to show people in real time:
• how much hidden stress and tension the body can carry
• how quickly the system can sometimes shift with the right input
• and how those patterns connect to things like poor sleep, tightness, recurring niggles, feeling wired, fatigue and aches and pains
For some people the biggest surprise was:
“How different I feel after just a few minutes.”
For others it was:
“I didn’t realise how hard my system finds it to properly switch off.”
Both are useful.
Because awareness is where change starts.
I’ll be back there again tomorrow running:
👉 short reset sessions with live tracking
If you’re thinking of coming along, there’s loads happening across the weekend.
Classes, workshops, talks, treatments, breathwork, movement, sound healing and more.
Come and say hello 😊
14/05/2026
Fancy joining a short workshop on why your body stays tight, sore or overloaded even when you’re doing all the right things?
Its a practical movement and recovery workshop - Festival of Health, Wellbeing & Spirit this saturday at Saturday 1.30pm.
This workshop is all about why so many active people still end up:
• tight
• sore
• overloaded
• or stuck in recurring niggles
…even when they’re exercising, stretching, strengthening and “doing all the right things”.
I’ll be exploring:
👉 why it’s not just your age
👉 how the intensity of modern life changes the way the body moves and responds
👉 why simply getting stronger doesn’t always change the pattern underneath
👉 and how the body can quietly stay stuck in “go mode” without us realising
We’ll do a few simple movement and awareness experiments so you can actually feel how this shows up in your own body.
You can still get tickets... A whoel day pass is only £8.50 and that includes access to all the workshops and talks!
13/05/2026
Ever felt tired… but wired?
Like your body is exhausted
but your brain still won’t properly switch off?
Or had a “rest day”
that didn’t actually leave you feeling different?
That mismatch happens more than people realise.
Often we feel ok…
but underneath, the system is still over-revving.
And when that happens, everything costs more.
Training.
Work.
Stress.
Even normal daily life.
That’s one of the things I’ll be exploring at the Kokoro Health and Wellbeing Festival this weekend.
At my stand, I’ll be running short guided reset sessions with live nervous system tracking.
So you can actually see how your body responds in real time.
Some people feel a really clear shift straight away.
Others realise something just as important:
👉 how hard their system finds it to slow down.
Both are useful.
Because awareness is where change starts.
Not just guessing.
Not just pushing through.
Actually understanding what’s happening under the hood.
Kokoro - Festival of Health, Wellbeing & Spirit
16th–17th May, Ramsbottom
Come and try it for yourself.
11/05/2026
One of the saddest things I hear from people in their 40s, 50s and beyond is:
“Well… I suppose this is just my age now.”
As if:
• constant tightness
• recurring niggles
• waking up stiff
• always managing something
is just the price of getting older.
I don’t believe that’s true.
Yes, our bodies change with age.
But what most people call “ageing” is often years of accumulated load.
Life load.
Work.
Stress.
Rushing.
Poor recovery.
Always being “on”.
Training hard on top of an already overloaded system.
Even good things add load.
And load itself isn’t the problem. Living will create load.
The problem is when there’s never enough recovery for the body to come back from it.
That’s when things start changing underneath:
• muscles hold more tension
• joints stop moving as well
• movement gets less efficient
• certain areas start doing more than their fair share
And eventually…
something hurts.
Not because your body is broken.
Because it’s been adapting to overload for years.
This is why I’m so passionate about recovery and movement quality.
Because when you change the pattern underneath…
the body often feels younger again.
Not magically.
Just because it’s no longer fighting itself all day.
That’s what I mean when I talk about building a body you can trust.
Not a perfect body.
A body that feels supported enough to do the things you love without constantly fighting you back.
08/05/2026
You’ve probably seen those videos or photos online…
Someone gets treatment on a tight muscle.
Scraping, massage, stretching, manipulation.
Then suddenly:
“Look how much more movement they have.”
And to be clear…
the change is real.
The body can change very quickly.
But here’s the important bit most people miss:
more movement in that moment
doesn’t automatically mean the underlying pattern has changed.
Because your body is always asking:
“Can I trust this position now?”
If the answer is no…
it will usually go back to the old strategy.
That’s why people often feel:
• amazing for a day or two
• looser after treatment
• freer temporarily
…but then slowly end up back in the same place.
Not because the treatment “failed”.
But because the body still needs the old pattern.
This is where my approach is different.
I’m less interested in forcing range of movement…
and more interested in helping the body actually organise itself differently underneath.
Because when the pattern changes…
the movement stops needing to be forced.
05/05/2026
Who is my Build a Body You Can Trust session for?
At Kokoro Festival in Ramsbottom.
It’s not for everyone.
But if you read this and think “that’s me”…
👉 you’ll get a lot from it
It’s for you if:
• you’re active, whether that’s running, biking, yoga, the gym or climbing, but you have niggles that keep coming back
• you’re doing the right things, but still dealing with aches, pains or fatigue
• you can push… but don’t always feel like you recover properly
It’s for you if:
• easy runs don’t always feel easy
• you find yourself working around tightness or pain
• you tend to get run down or pick up colds in the lead-up to races
It’s for you if:
• life is full and it’s hard to switch off
• you feel a bit “on” most of the time
• you feel guilty or lazy if you stop, pause or rest
And it’s for you if:
👉 you’ve ever thought
“I’m doing everything right… so why does my body still feel like this?”
In the session, I’ll show you:
• what’s actually going on underneath
• why this keeps happening
• and how your body can start to change when it’s given the right input
Not just talk.
👉 you’ll be able to feel the difference
If that sounds like you, come and join me at Kokoro Festival.
It’s free, so if you’re curious, there’s no reason not to come and experience it.😀