08/06/2026
I'd completed 6 months of my first yoga teacher training course when I decided to quit my job as I'd come to realise that it was making me really unwell.
I didn't realise to what extent until I left.
And upon leaving, my body broke down. Fully. Unapologetically.
Up to that point, I didn't realise how much stress and tension I was holding in my body until I resigned from a job that I'd held for 11 years. My body simply took a deep exhale and LET GO COMPLETELY.
I was barely able to do the physical postures/asana. I believe the universe had a plan! And part of that plan was to stop me completely in my tracks.
And because I could barely move, I started to focus my study on Pranayama. I started to practice various breathing exercises every day (I wasn't working because I simply couldnt). I realise it was 'burn out' thet I was going through.
I'd practise whilst rotating my hot water bottle from my back, to my hamstring, to my quad muscle! - the 3 areas I was experiencing stuff like tightness and pain that I'd previously not experienced before.
Focusing on breath work meant I was fully immersed in learning and practicing; it took me in an inward journey where nothing else mattered in that moment.
I'm uncertain how long, however over a period of time I experienced a gradual transformation; the tension and tightness started to dissipate and eventually, I got to a place where I was able to resume my physical practice.
What I share in my classes is informed my this experience. The process of slowing down and tuning into the body and the breath. I love to share breath work because I know it works.
This was the beginning of my journey of getting to know myself. It took a long time to come back to me, but I did....
Final part to follow soon.
Do you have a challenging time in your life that you've overcome? That you've come out on the other side of? Maybe you're not quite there yet? Let me know in comments.
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Love Lena 🦋🙏🏾💜