30/09/2026
Today I did something just for me.
I signed up for the Big Bear Events Challenge and didn’t tell anyone.
Six hours. As many 5km laps as you want. Start when you like after 9am, finish when you like before 3pm. No pressure to complete a certain distance. Just do what you want to do.
And I think that’s exactly why I chose it.
I love the support, the community and sharing experiences with people. But today I felt like I needed something that was mine. No expectations. No pressure. No turning it into anything more than it needed to be.
I wanted to test myself with my ruck and genuinely thought I’d probably do one 5km lap.
Then I thought maybe I’d do 10km, but that's it...
...but somehow, 5½ hours later, I’d completed 25km.
Somewhere along the way, the distance stopped mattering.....it became time on my own....
Time to think.
Time to switch off.
Time to gather my thoughts.
Time to reset and recharge.
Just me, my ruck and a lot of walking.
It wasn’t about racing. It wasn’t really about training or achieving anything either.
It just became headspace.
And maybe that’s why I didn’t tell anyone where I was going or what I was doing today. I think, without really knowing it beforehand, I needed it to be just for me.
I loved every minute of it.
Sometimes it’s good to have something that belongs entirely to you, whatever that looks like.
Today, for me, it was 25km with a ruck on my back.
And it was exactly what I needed.
🎒♥️