22/09/2026
I used to think shrinking myself was the goal.
Football was my whole identity from 8 to 18. Then uni took that away, and I didnāt know who I was without it. So I found the gym, and for a while that felt like the answer.
Until it wasnāt.
I started counting every calorie, chasing a step count that never let me rest, and watching the scale like it decided my worth. I lost my periods. My hair started falling out. My hands stopped working properly. I was later diagnosed with coeliac disease and Raynaudās, and none of it happened by accident. I did that to myself, one āgoodā day at a time.
Rock bottom is what finally made me stop.
I walked into my first powerlifting competition with no coach, no plan, just a Google spreadsheet and a decision to try something different. It was a shambles. It was also the first time in years I trained to get stronger instead of smaller.
Since then Iāve held British and world records for my age and weight category. But the bigger shift wasnāt the medals. It was learning that performance and health were never supposed to be at odds.
Thatās the version of coaching I bring to every athlete I work with now. Not chasing smaller. Chasing capable.
If youāve spent years thinking your worth is tied to a number, I promise thereās a stronger way to train.
Keep your eyes peeled this week on my page for a special offer coming very soon š