25/09/2026
We have a teenager in the house!!!
My baby is thirteen. I can’t actually believe it. I am absolutely in awe of the wonderful human she has become while missing the tiny human she once was all at once. And so proud of myself for the last thirteen years.
I so wish I could go back and tell myself thirteen years ago how great it was going to be. That I didn’t need to agonise over every little decision quite so much. That her induction was not the failure it felt like to me at the time. That I could trust my instincts and shut out all the noise.
I found those early months SO HARD. I was so overwhelmed and I thought I was doing everything wrong and I really could have done with someone from the future telling me it was all going to be OK. More than OK. That she was going to be an amazing kid and I was going to be an amazing mum.
It’s a good reminder for me that things do sometimes work out. It’s hard to see that in the world at the moment but when I look at her I feel so much hope. She is so good and so kind and she teaches me so much every day.
I have held on to her so tight and I know that now I need to give her the space to grow her wings and fly. I know she doesn’t need me in the same way that she used to but she still needs me all the same and I am excited to navigate this new stage of motherhood with her. And while part of my heart is breaking, the other part is bursting with excitement to see all that is still to come ❤️❤️❤️