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Miss you Kevvy… yeah I’m feeling a little emotional right now, kind of bewildered…i dont think i trust my ability to read people anymore…you always had “sage”advice…boy I miss you. I miss you. I MISS you…. 🥲 Need a cud.

Such a beautiful day today… 🌞 find myself drifting to memories of our home we shared… 🥹 what would we have been doing today if you were still here…?
I can feel you, my arms ache, some days more than others and today is one of those days.
Miss you bub, all the time…♥️🫶🌹🙏
Wish we’d taken more photos… do I have enough to last me a lifetime?

Happy Heavenly Birthday Kevvy ♥️ spent the day with you yesterday…watched the sunrise with you this morning….🌞 it’s been a really emotional couple of days to be honest, harder than last year for some reason…. A lot of memories flooding in like they were yesterday so its been a roller coaster 🌺 but thats to be expected..

Hey I went back to our house, just to have a look…in case you were there…you weren’t abd our trees been cut down 😢 but I weeded the garden n sat and just hung out, I remember everything with you like it was yesterday.

Love you Kevvy.
I hope you’re at peace 🌹♥️🙏
I feel you’re at peace
You’ll never be forgotten, We think of you every day and talk about you all the time…

Rest in love beautiful # #

Thinking of you tonight… it’s been a tough couple days… wish I had your advice.
Reading through some papers and looking at some photos.

A reminder of what a wonderful man you were, how many people you helped while battling life yourself… these are a few, I literally had100s of messages, almost every one had a story about you Kev… you stayed real… appreciating that now more than ever. So rare.

I hope you’re ok where you are, I hope you’re free, I hope you’re happy.

Thank you 🙏 I hope you hear me # # #

Well that’s another year done & dusted. My New Years resolution last year was to just make it through one day at a time…. I did that 😀🙏🌹 This year I have plans, I have goals I have every intention on scoring, I realise I’ll be “healing” and “grieving” for the rest of my life so I have to learn how to live and achieve at the same time. I’ve hibernated, had a lot of time to reflect & learn and I’m ready to come back!!

I wouldn’t have had the tools to get where I am today without Kev in my heart…. I love you Kevvy, I feel your hand on my shoulder when I need you, I hear your voice when I have no answers and I feel your presence when I feel lonely. Thank you my darling….

Happy new year everyone. I love you all… have a happy and safe 2026. ♥️💥❤️🤔💕

Reflecting today on this journey I’ve had no choice but to take… some days are so much harder than others. I’ve tried to surround myself with people who have only the best intentions but sometimes one will slip through… someone you might have known most of your life then you realise this person slithered into your life with an agenda.

Betrayal only hits hard the people who understand what LOYALTY is.

Remembering “The best of them” today… old school teachings. Loyalty.
Solid til the end.

Love you all, miss you all so much.
Feel better just flicking through some photos. Makes me remember who I am and the s # I won’t tolerate…

I know who’s got my back.. ❤️👌

Grateful to have had these amazing people in my life….I’ll never forget where I’ve come from and who shaped me.

Thinking of you tonight…
Missing you…
So much love Kevvy, miss you madly.
❤️🙏❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

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