24/04/2025
https://youtu.be/TfLHEbkOZgM?si=JxdTUZ5x7DwOtiar
I don't like much, bike compilations, shorts, montages... They somehow push the viewer to pay attention, to catch him like in the trap (biologically and psychologically) with the shiny images, to become excited very fast, for sure, scientifically to remain excited, and because he can't mentain attention for a very long time, you need to move fast and efficint (Tik-tok attention span, YT, Insta, doesn't matter). It's like a CV, where you list all of your qualities, so you can impress the reader in front of you very fast, to convince him that you are the real deal, in less than 5 minutes if possible, but you can basically be a no one. A big bluff! Also, in my humble opinion, there is alot of room for maneuver, for you to fill the gaps between the lines, with CRAP, BS, LIES.. to go under the radar because in the end, who will check each one of them, to actually make sure who is in front of them, or even more, to combat and correct you .?!. (No one, because that's the game) Seem to me a beg for credentials, for public acceptance, commonly used for a long time, especially to sell stuff or work labour. In the science, or physics world, of mass, gravity, energy, vectors, space, time, temperature, chemistry.., in the sport world, let's say on 2 wheels, more so for motorsport, bluff can be used only very few times, in competition, with success. Very very few ocasions. The rest, ... IS REAL! Without effort, clever mind, patience and desire, but only bluffs, you reach nothing.
How good can you be, for more than 15 seconds, is the question!
On the other hand, If I only give you (or how I used to do best, on my own) 10 minutes on the video, or a blank piece of paper, and I ask you to show us your creational power now, your present potential, now in the present moment, in those 10 minutes, things become interesting. Sky is the limit. With people being all different, in this game I can see truly what you start to create from scratch, from nothing how you can create something out of thin air and where you finish. From pure nothing, something. Blank page... In reality, with what you find in those moments, not in an editing program, with hours filmed away from one mouse click, only to select what's cool, out of them all, to rearange and insert effects.
That is an editing skill. Well done, if we talk about that. Thins is TenX Bikes // Senzatii Tari Bucuresti, so we talk about riding bikes..
That's the reason why I did mostly (until now let's say) raw sessions. I loved to freestyle for 10, 20, 30 minutes straight, solving as much equations as possible, as important as possible, maintaining awareness ass much possible for what's about to come as a challenge or just to simply not doing something stupid for the sake of the recording a video to crash like a dumb. Keeping composure!
Let me also see what are your weak points, how you deal with them, how you make transitions, how you react, how often you do it right, how many mistakes you do, where and how we can correct them...
In this modern paper/digital world, even if we say, ''theoretically is like this but in practice...'' and even if it apply today more than ever, and is truth, we don't extract the lessons to change, we think we solve things, adding from our fingers on the screen another 0, and everyone is happyπ. It may be working sometimes, somehow, for someone but... give me a break. Things don't happen by themselves and problems don't get solved by themselves. We generate the results. As a computer use hardware and electricity plus, software..
If you don't have the ''safety rope'', to cut at montage what goes wrong, what you don't like, how do you behave with no second chance? Who to call? Who to blame?
In this case, even if the net product is no near as strong as a poison, stimulating the receptors for pleasure, less exciting than a drug, the standard, with your vulnerabilities on the table, with the courage to show your true self, with the skin in the stick, the results are as real as possible, more beautiful, unexpectedly. Alright, all of us saw those movies from Hollywood. Why though, fans of actors, think those actors have something special, so they hunt them in restaurants, at shopping, everywhere?! Do you think they act badass or real, in real life?? π€£Being cool and acting cool.. A new action movie, with stunts, explosions, effects, big budget, big marketing, atleast for me, is very boring compared to an entry level documentary or an average tutorial. Ilusion vs Evrika! Magic vs real!
Don't get me wrong. Everybody have bad days at the office.. In reality at least, we all do. Very often to mention. So in reality, most of the days, we are not the ones who present ourselves in that CV, first time, first day, at the new job, for a interview. In the rest of the days, we show character. My bad days, my motivation to push, each second of that bad day, bad month, bad year can't be edited at the montage. Or excused. Or covered. Or denyed. Same with the good ones. No extra beauty added at montage, even though I could've filmed and added alot more. The music on the background usually was designed for me to keep the pace constant, to make, possible and visible, some fast coordinated combined moves, plus to guide my feelings in the intense/nostalgic/aspirational etc roller coaster moments. More authentic than that it can't be, in a world of lies, of fakes, of masks, of marketing. When we promote energy drinks, or ourselves on social media, it seem that everybody is daily in the best shape of their life, but not to me. π
π 20 photos of which none is good enough to be uploaded. Or to like only one which we choose to upload, fully edited, fully filtered.
And still, I'm the arrogant one.. which allowed you to step into my nonedited, nonscripted world for 10 minutes, 20 minutes straight. Just 3,2,1 GO! Maybe a bit boring, and still, top notch! For real!!
Maybe you agree that that's intense/stupid as hell, and you wouldn't want to be in my shoes. Or if you would try, how arrogant can you be to argue that you could proove to be better?
I'm the arrogant one? From those real capabilities, I report back the truth, that I refused to do stupid videos of me, montages, like I call them, to promote myself in your eyes, to impress my audience, to convince you how good I am, to be liked by you. This doesn't mean I can't do sh*t.. Like an actor who act for you.. For your joy. For your dollar! For a dollar. For thousands upon thousands $$! I wasn't at work. Nothing to gain, everything to lose.. no business.. simple.. I was in hell, having an awesome time, hoping very strong for better.
I did everything for free! Unconditionally! I didn't sold for fame! For one dollar or for all the dollars federal reserve can print in a year! None! Strong will power as a rock to not copy the trends or crowds! Not for sale, again! I'm arrogant now to say that if you were in my shoes, you would've record each second, each step of the damn day?? Maybe, I'm old, to live also before social media, not arrogant.
''How to bunny hop! How to wheelie like a pro! Unboxing of my new RockShox! 10 stairs drop. Drop test DH bike. Do it stick?'' π
Showing off to other people, to gain their respect? Of course, the ones in the same branch, bikers.. Why?? I was unhappy with other things. Period. No opinion from this strangers could have changed that, and I remained real and humble. Maybe to show off for the average Joe, non-biker, coming back from the market with a bag... maybe to him I found reasons to show off! And is not arrogance, like most of the single minded try to paint my image. I did it both to make Joe happy and myself back, for him to see a move out of his touch, out of his field, out of his Youtube/Insta/TikTok ''sophisticated algorithm system that employs machine learning and artificial intelligence to analyze user behavior and deliver personalized content recommendations''. I shared with everybody, without boundaries. In the street, on the sidewalk, in the park, woods, mountains, Bucharest, Timisoara, Brasov, Cluj etc., rich or poor, old or young, without expecting respect back, or appreciation.
They say:'' The real character of people shows when you give them money or power''. At those real capabilities, with that skill level, I was still shy, humble, scared, aware...basically, the same introverted, me. I also destroyed such an awesome system, out of frustration, curiosity, inner desire for value to find out if I'm really that good, if I can relearn everything back, to retrain, if I'm really good or I'm only arrogant in my mind thinking I'm good.. Was it really that hard, or just basically anybody can jump today on a bike, and go crazy, like it appears to be, next day already being the best pilot in town..?
I doublechecked it, for myself, gentlemen! With alot of pain and effort, to strive for authenticity and value. Inner value. In 6 months you can lose all the muscle memory, plus the hemoglobin transport capacity/the capacity to create enough red blood cells, plus muscle mass, plus technique... plus... plus.. plus.. ..
Who to ask, to tell me back, if I'm good in what I do, if not myself? But at what cost?! Precision, quality, excellence is expensive. An expert report also does and cost alot. Not everybody afford that. Trustworthy, also, is gained very hard, in long time, with much involvement, but can be lost in a second if things are not done in the right way, cutting the corners.
So, am I arrogant, detailing the process, as it was/is, in which I only payd and payd and payd, and sacrificed, and worked, and failed, without any monthly salary, certainty, or sponsors, or emotional support, except from my family members?? Who are you to count? Sorry to be that blunt into your face, I like to be fast, on point.
I'm not a bad person because I let the door open, for free, for real, for those who want excellence in it's most authentic form, into this area of riding in town, to be inspired, to practice, to watch, to learn, to taste... Atleast if you could choose between my knowledge and somebody else, but, tell me please, who's that other one?
You're welcome to play in my league, to be the second one, to be my direct competition, to be better than I am or even to be the first one, leading the way! (even though I would recommend to not do the same, at home) π
Like I sayd, is very hard, it cost alot, and you need to do the efforts by yourself. Nobody can do it for you, no matter who you think you are and also; Money doesn't buy skill! π(but they can buy a 10k bike, to feel as cool as me. For me it's fine! No need for drama.)
Maybe I can only help by sharing my true experience, my mistakes and lessons, so you can learn the essentials, but not to put you down so I can look cooler than you. Fake rich do that, to feel better. Fancy doesn't help. If I would own a 10k$ bike, 100k$ car, a plane or a yacht, and I would post it on social media, with or without saying a word, you would also think I'm arrogant, with our without skills so.. excuse me, but the problems are not here, but there!
I'm not a good person too. All of us pretend to be, but looking more closely, we can see alot of problems at each one of us. I know I did some things in a specific way and for the kids, in general, they need to know that this is wrong. Don't do at home! I also present appologies for those! I'm also brave enough to be honest about it, and to admit it in first place. Still,.. please, don't blame me that hard and don't be that harsh, until you blamed yourself first, as hard, for what you do daily, or did, or the rules in traffic you entangle by mistake, or knowingly.
Let's judge less, to save some time to focus at what we do best, even if for alot of us that thing is only talking s&it all day(s) about someone else! I talk enough about me, with goods and bads, with the same precision put into riding and even if it seem not right, arrogance or whatever, atleast I don't spread dirt in left&right, around me, on everyone else, about everybody else!
So yeah, I'm arrogant! π€£ (with this video of me, in a compilation with sweet moves, edited, showing you only the best riding, not that dangerous but pretty fast)
Haters gonna hate everyone and everything, even the top of the top, success product!
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