I AM Andreja Mišič

Par mescev nazaj:
N: Js bi se šel poleti učit tajsko masažo.
Js: Aja, ma js se pa nebi šla, ni mi tok tajska masaža.

Dva mesca nazaj:
N: Js bi šel na Tajsko, a greva?
Js: Ma nevem če bi šla, greva rajš nekam drugam.
N: Js bi šel, če najdeš kaj boljšega povej.
(Iščem par dni.)
Js: Ma dobro, pa greva na Tajsko.

Mesec pa pol nazaj:
N: Dej a najdeva en detox joga retreat.
(Neuspešno iščeva nekaj, kar nama je všeč.)
N: Najdu sem en petdnevni tečaj tajske masaže, a greva?
Js: Okej, pa greva. 🤣🤣🤣

Meni najlepši budistični tempelj v Bangkoku z ogroooooomno Budo. ✨🧘✨

Pa proslavljam to, da se je po treh letih in pol zgodilo da z dovoljenjem lahko objavim sliko mojga dragega od blizu. Včasih mislimo da je nekaj samoumevno ampak to ni res, spoštovat zasebnost in meje je zelo pomembno v odnosu. 🥰
Šele takrat lahko odnos zares zacveti. 🌺

Ko ne veš da si slikan/a ampak se super počutiš v tem kar si - zunaj in znotraj. 🩵

Hvala brat Way of Divine - Complete Guide to Spirituality za sliko in da si tok fajn podprl prostor na Guardians Festival. ✨

Hvala sestra Jana Majdič za najlepši skupni plesni večer in iskrene pogovore. 🧚

Hvala ✦ 𝚉 𝙾 𝚁 𝙰 ✦ da me že leta oblači. 👘

Hvala mojmu dragemu da me že leta slači. 🤣

Hvala meni, da se ne sekiram več kaj si ljudje mislijo o meni, komu bom namenila svojo energijo (na festivalih) in koga bom užalila s svojo resnico.
In a good way. 😉

Lajf je preveč lep in zabaven za to.

Aho. 🕊️

Today I want to share a personal story ...

A story of how spiritual communities can brainwash you. A story of a girl who just wanted love but got rubbish instead. A story of how wrong is to believe that someone else knows better about you than you.

There was a time where I was that girl.
I didn't know myself.
I didn't know how the world worked.
And that.. that was why I got rubbish instead of love.

And I take full responsibility for my not-knowing. 100%.
I looked at it a lot for the past few years.
I know where I should say NO now.
I faced again and again why I did that.
The abandonment feelings.
The fear of rejection.
The fear of being 'the bad person'.
The shame of being a powerful woman.

I did it because of all that.
I didn't know my actions were fueled by all this fears and shame.
But now I know.

My power was there all along.
But in the past I did not believe that.
I was giving my power away.
I was used to doing that.
Because that's what my parents did.
But that is not an excuse!
It's just a story of my past self.
And I like sharing stories. 🤍

Oh the things I believed once.
I went to different spiritual communities and of course believed that this is the way to be a free being.

I believed that it was more spiritual to have more partners. I believe I would grow more because of that. That love is universal so intimacy should be too! Just tell a hundred strangers your story, share your tears and wounds and you are a wonderful open being. And besides that, share your body too. If you feel like it. Listen to your body.. but don't let it tell you something that would oppose the beliefs. Believe what they tell you.. and just listen to yourself. But not too much. Because then you don't belong. You don't belong to the spiritual community where you must hug everyone, even the grose guy, even the fake lady. Ah! It's just a hug, what's the big fuss. We are all love!

And instead of coming back to myself I let these ideologies further support my self abandoning and people pleasing and being the 'good girl'.. because what's better than all the people accepting you?

Well let me tell you!
YOU ACCEPTING YOURSELF! 💎

If you know, you know.. 🦋

you have practiced a lot of methods and read a lot of self-help books to be okay with yourself
at first it felt like fixing
for quite some time
unrestless
looking for something
searching

until you realised you don't need fixing
and you realised you just need to come home to yourself
to be okay with yourself
where your mind is at peace, your body is alive and you can enjoy a simple life

it was not because of that workshop or that exercise
or maby it was
but mostly
it was because you created space and time to be
that cleared all that does not belong to you
and now you know you are enough

not because you have five degrees
not because you have a perfect body
not because you have a five step morning routine
not because you have anything

it came like an internal knowing
you can't buy it
you can't work hard to get it

it just comes to you
without effort

like a sunrise in the morning
or the rain in the afternoon
sometimes it stays
sometimes it goes away
but it's okay
because you know it exists

It is
that space between space
that time between time
it just is

Delim iz srca ❤️

Videi so spontani, včerajšna krasna izkušnja mi je ponovno dala mislit in želela sem dat to v svet. 🌎

Svet je lep (ma ne še v celoti)! ✨😉🌻

Another step to freedom. 👣

For quite some time I have been quiet with really personal stories. I have learned in a session today that this year is my year 9. A year of endings. And it did not dossapoint. As a scorpio, transformation is my middle name. But still, it has not been easy. Parting with the old self, becoming totally empty at times.

Who am I without my relationship? Who am I without the work I do? These themes not only crossed my mind but I went right through it. Dived into them. And, as Innana's journey to the underworld, I returned even stronger. Bare and raw. True to myself.

Because I realised I AM. Without relationship. Without the job I am doing. I FU***NG AM! Whole! Alive!

In the past I was clinging for something to define me.. for a confirmation from the outiside. Desperate. Oh, so much sometimes. The girl I was (even four years ago) is a shadow of me now. Literally.

And I lost pieces of myself on the way wanting to be wanted. Two short relationships that ended horribly. And another situationship that had no moral values at all. Of course I did. But turning a blind eye to another's innapropriate behaviour was my to-go in the past when I wanted to be chosen.

Until I chose me first. Again. And again. And again...

Even today I sometimes want some people to like me more than to speak what I really feel. But f**k this s**t. I'm done. My hurt and anger will not be replaced by fake niceness. I will not be careful to step on another eggshell again!

Let it crack! Let it be heard! 🥚 ⚡

There is nothing I want more than to be honest to myself and others ...
.. and if you can't do this to yourself and others around you ...
.. I truly don't want you around me. With love. 🤍

It's clear boundaries.
It's as refreshing as a morning spring. 💧
And I feel clearer and wholesome as ever. 🌈

Everything I need is allready here. 🩵

No need for searching, no need for digging..
letting everything reveal in the divine timing. ✨

Because I know why I'm here. 💚🐉🪽

And who I am. ✨

Remember. 🕊️

Spet bova z držale prostor za najbolj nerazumljeno čustvo ki obstaja: JEZO. 🔥

Zakaj? 🤔
Ker se obe zavedava kako je pomembno da smo v stiku s svojo jezo ter da jo razumemo in spoznamo kako lahko jeza povezuje namesto da razdvojuje. Jeza je tvoj dostop do notranje moči in užitka. ✨

Obe imava znanje in prakso iz telesno orientiranih izobraževanj ki ga bova podelile.. ampak kar je najpomembnejše: šle bomo v prakso izražanja jeze.

Dobrodošla si s celim telesom, s celim glasom. Nič na silo, vse samo toliko kolikor energija steče v tebi. ❤️

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