Wino Mom Fitness

I know Im not alone when I say this year has chewed me up and spit me out. I wake up somedays not even knowing the month much less the day of week and sadly Im looking the MID YEAR dead in the eye.

My businesses, my health, my focus, all of it just out the window. Ive been living on a state of every second dependence on God and those "mythical" somedays.

Ive told myself every month (once I realized we were in new month) that it will be better. I told myself that I will get back on track with at least my health and focus on getting my businesses back on top. Its like a fog that never goes away.

I cant wait for the "somedays" anymore but I also can not dwell so much about the future that I forget to bask in the glory and blessing I have today. Oh the blessings!

The todays make the somedays and my hope, attitude, and what I do with this one life will determine how amazing those somedays will be.

So much to look forward to but Im planning today.







#2020

X-Ray person: so I see you’ve had some work done...
Me: 😐😏

Have you ever drivin home from work or any path you drive often and once you arrive to where you were going you "come to". You dont remember the drive at all. So deep in thought you just went through the motions.

I normally share my workouts in my stories bc honestly they are just shared for accountablility and theyre a bit boring to look at but today I just went through the motions. That didnt make it any easier tho.

Only this time I remember the thoughts and emations as I did each move. I dug deep to push my body to do more. The harder I went into the workout the deeper I got in my thoughts.

Working out is hard. So is everything else in life, relationships, parenting, providing for your family, addiction. God would give anything to have his children never suffer through the hard but satan wont let that happen.

Its easy to sin but the concequences are HARD
Its hard to do the right thing but the rewards are Greater then the ease of sin.

I guess what Im trying to say is I dont have motivation. I get so many messages of people wishing they had the motivation I have. I have zero motivation. My anxiety has turned into full blown depression and if I never worked out again Id be okay with that But then satan wins.

God has given me too much to let that happen.
@ Aubrey, Texas

Big changes are coming. 💝✌🏼

Can not wait to get my kids back to living in the country. 🚜💚

This $2 Sweatshirt speaks to my soul!
I mean Seriously 🤣

Nowadays I’m saying it more then I ever had.
Seriously, the word that keeps me from saying F bombs.
🤟🏻I’ll take it. 🤟🏻

😒These days seriously have me stressed to my core.
But seriously God tells me everyday “it’s okay I got you.”🙏🏼
Seriously it’s Friday and it’s gonna be a Seriously good day.

Okay I’ll stop! 🤣🤟🏻

Today was a special day.
If you follow my journey you will know I am a coach. You will know I’m no professional. Just a homeschooling momma trying to make sure I take care of me so I can hold my family together.

Today showed me that if I gave up then some of the most amazing women would have quit or not even start a health journey and continue to use food to mask their pain.

Today someone paid their grocery bill because she showed up for her health and help women do the same.

Today someone paid for a brand new CUTE workout outfit in a SMALLER size because she showed up for her health and help women do the same.

Today someone was able to pay for their vitamins and fitness library for a while year because she showed up for her health and help women do the same.

Today someone paid their mortgage because she showed up for her health and help women do the same.

My faith and fitness journey is so much more then a monetary outcome. I show up in hopes I can help lead women to good health, to Jesus, and possibly to some income to her sweet family.

I have a spot for you and your sweet family in our community. 🤟🏻🖤

Stress is high and money is tight? I. Feel. Ya!!

I have a solution!
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Wishing everything was normal again but then I thought... what is even normal.

I pray every day that I can be their strength and guidance. I know I can’t do that job alone.

If you’re struggling you’re not alone. We are all in this together.
We all are fighting to make things as normal as possible for the littles in our life.

If you feel alone just know. I’m rooting for you.

Day 72,662,517 of quarantine...
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Gracie: goes potty and comes out of my bathroom holding her butt looking at me very guilty and trying to be invisible going back outside.
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Me: Graaaaacie.... did you make it to the potty

Gracie: yes

Me: then why are you holding front butt and ya back butt.

Gracie: I have on a butt sticker like you

😑 um what?
Me: checks her underwear and find a “lady pad” in her un**es 😳
You know what, whatever go play.

I’m trying.


Some days I feel like I have the answers and others I pray, sleep, and set Cheerios on the table and just try to survive.





Just a momma trying to hold it all together hoping I’m doing something right.