DorothyAnne

“Behold” is one of my favorite songs I’ve ever co-written with my friends & , because there’s just something different about this one. It has more of a hymn-like feel, deeply scriptural, reflective, and full of worship.

Sometimes a song doesn’t need to be flashy. It just needs to point our hearts back to the beauty of His Word, holiness, awe and wonder of Jesus.

Should we record and release it?

If you’ve been carrying more than you should… this is for you.
“You’re Mine”
Matthew 11:28–30

Last year, I sat beside my dad in his hospital room and cried more than I had in years as he apologized over and over for not being there for me.

I was not expecting those words to come out of his mouth. We hadn’t talked in years.

I flew out to California encouraged by my sister and mom simply to be with him in his final days as he battled cancer. The disease had wrecked his body, and he was skin and bones.

Years earlier, I had told him I couldn’t continue pursuing a relationship because it hurt too much. Every time he would ignore my messages or unfriend me on Facebook without explanation, it hurt beyond words. Eventually, I stopped trying.

Occasionally he would send a text. I would respond with a few words. When he said he loved me, I struggled to believe it.

Yet something unexpected happened in that hospital room.

As he lay there, weak and vulnerable, my heart shifted. I felt a love for him I had never experienced before. Even though cancer had aged him beyond his years, I saw him as beautiful.

Sitting beside him, holding his hand, and listening to him genuinely apologize, years of pain began to melt away. Forgiveness flooded my heart. Overwhelming love for him felt sacred and sweet.

When he asked for forgiveness, through tears I leaned in close and said the only words that mattered.

“All is forgiven. I love you, Dad.”

And I meant it.

He told me loved me, and I believed him.

I am so grateful for those final days. It was the first birthday in my adult years I ever got to spend with him and also the last. We made peace. It was the greatest gift.

And I will carry that with me for the rest of my life. I will hold him in my heart for a lifetime.

If planners have never worked for you, you’re not alone.

Planning isn’t about perfection. It’s about having an easy system that fits the season you’re in.

There is a way to plan that feels doable and actually helps you move forward.

If you want practical planning tips for 2026 that meet you where you are, I’d love to share what’s worked.

Comment 2026 and I’ll send them your way.

Plot twist: He thought he only wanted two kids. I wanted lots of babies. So we compromised and had a big family. Marriage is all about balance right? 😂💍💖

He likes to show off. 😉