09/27/2021
Grateful š for another revolution around the Sun š. As time passes and form continues to change, I grow increasingly more interested in that which has never changed. Iām fascinated by the fact that the same witness has always been there, unaltered, always available to connect with. The more I peel back the layers and enter into that knowing, the more I become comfortable with the uncertainty that comes with being human, giving rise to the deepest of gratitude.
Thank you all for the wonderful notes, wishes, gifts, the truly warm my heart. ā¤ļø
09/17/2021
Novelty and complexity in the great dance toward expansion and growth.
The novel is shiny, tempting, and always trying to pull us in.
The complex is riddled with difficulties, paradox, and resistance.
Sometimes we are lucky and make conscious choices that foster that evolution.
Mostly, decisions are unconscious to the role these two play in development along a path.
The novel can exist without the complex.
The complex cannot exist without the novel.
Seek novelty only and progress is lost.
Become aware of the relationship and the force is with you.
Itās only through process, discernment, and trust that the path is sustained.
07/02/2021
All these years later, Iām still very much hyper aware of the tendency to move away from what I donāt like. And the paradox that the more I do move toward those things, the more I start to ālikeā them, and the more I step into something bigger.
This is an ongoing practice for me and a directive for my daily approach to movement and life. The āwhatā is somewhat arbitrary, trusting the process and continuing to open up to the new.
It is wisdom that is searching for wisdom. - unknown
06/08/2021
So many reasons to practice, so few needed to practice.
Initially, the more reasons we build up for why we move or practice, the more longevity we bake into actually moving and practicing. But over time these reasons come to represent hollow shells, empty of lasting any value (aesthetics, skills, expression, to name a few). What they do offer is a deeper connection to both ourselves and the world around, exposing our true nature, which is to move, play, be, all without need for a reason. š·
05/27/2021
Movement is deeply tied to the sensitivity of the organism. As we move through life, losing sensitivity becomes a slippery slope, and unfortunately is the norm. The phrase āin touchā literally refers to our ability to stay connected, grounded, with our true nature, part of which is big bodied | complex movement.
Our environment and conditioning doesnāt support our biology. Our priority placed on thinking only gradually puts us out of touch with the practice and honing of other senses, gradually losing this quality that keeps us āsharpā.
We do have a choice however every moment of every day to connect with ourselves, nature, our nature, moving more. Itās a place to start anyway and a potent reminder. š·
03/21/2021
One persons health is anothers disease.
For many years Iāve been in denial as to the ill state of health that our society has fallen to. Gradually we have and continue to become increasingly sick, sedentary, diseased, fragmented, and separated from our natural world. Our āconnectionsā continue to unfold more and more in the virtual, a direct extension from the thinking only aspect of our being.
We have yet to realize that what gets created from sickness is more sickness. We donāt see it because we donāt think we are sick. We continue to study sick people to understand what health is. Itās akin to studying air in order to know what water is, which of course is nonsensical.
There are many reasons we can point to for how weāve gotten here, most of it based in the unconscious. Some might say money or greed, others might say comfort or ease, but the first stage of moving forward is to wake up and accept. As these two crucial components come together naturally there is a desire to educate oneself. Iām not referring to forced schooling but to personal education, through individual research, trial and error, understanding who and what we are.
This is a huge reason movement is a cornerstone to a solution for a sick society. It pulls us out of the virtual and back into the physical, is very potent in personal education and refers back to other aspects of holistic health (nutrition, sleep/rest, stillness).Ā Ā
What am I saying here? Donāt judge your own health of what others think is healthy for you. Your health is your responsibility. It must come through inquiry, experimentation, study. Research points a direction, personal exploration adds discretion. Itās the discretion and discernment that we so desperately need.
A few valid questions to start with that will be explored in future posts.
What is a healthy diet?
What is good sleep?
What is stillness?
What is health?
Important questions with ambiguous answers that need more clarity and congruency to move forward.
01/18/2021
Technique without process is a short, and often unfullfilling pursuit. Collecting technical details of practice just leaves you with a pile of unorganized material that amount to very little on their own, leading to even more chaos and confusion.
Technique with process sustains. It integrates information in a more direct path to sense making of the topic, in this case, a well organized movement practice.
The technical is only the first step in any process. You have to learn the parts in order to inform new qualities that only exist beyond technique. This happens through consistency and repetition and is part of an orderly system.
Questions worth inquiring regarding process.
Do I have one?
Is it working? How do I know?
Are there any examples or representations of the path Iād like to pursue? If so, whatās stopping initiation of the next step?
These have all served me well in the past and continue to serve me today. āš»