10/11/2026
24 months not taking anymore part of life...
I mean before I could for 20-30% e.g. work until the next ADD & ME/CFS/LongCovid ... burn out hits
The Post Concussion syndrom took the last few % of my life away.but the right call is the NONE treatment took my life away... Loosing my home, the ability to work and do what gave me at least some bits of joy in life (help people to get into a fitter, heathlier and happier life& Lifestyle)
Cought in the Country that neither allows me any treatment nor gives me money as due to no treatment I go unabled to work 7/7 to survive as Independent Worker here. In my Jobs I studied parttime isn't existing at all. On top my day is unpredictable espescially in this country everything hours of car drive per day, loud and fast and and... All the things a PCS Brain/Body gets terrible worse before the real day would start...
Waiting years on appointments to doctors to get treated less than a piece of s**t... I mean waste gets a real treatment in this country,patients like me don't.
Some days I just lay and cry all day in bed noone sees believes or understand
Some days I have 3-10% energy. So I am either forced to go to the next doctor that treats me worse than s**t and costs me another 1-7 days to recover from
I go to a Physiotherapist or acupuncture or osteopathy treatment selfpaid! That reduce the hell of symptoms for either 1hour a few hours or in greatest place 1-5 days.
Or I decide I try to exercise for 1-2 hours which will reduce my pain my wish to not wake up again =my ADD and PCS brain as it gets some bits of Dopamine to forget the hell for some bits of time.
It is an OR never an AND doing this, that.
That's why I am mostly not able to post here it takes me energy from 2-3 days to do 1 post and it costs me to not be able to exercise choose any of the OR's
Then the next is how many more treatments that in best case gives me some short relieves can I pay with never getting a cent ever again in my life. Never having the XX000€ I need for a PCS treatment to ever get some € again or ever have a future maybe.
=Anxiety, panicattack.
3years 8months since my incident in 2023. 2 years of having nothing anymore due to no treatment
