02/14/2024
My battles with faith and athiests.
If you’re referring to science and the Big Bang. It happened approximately 13.8 billion years ago. Man kind thinks we are all knowing.
But yet we know nothing, we can’t even cure cancer.
New diseases are cunsuming us. We have trillions of dollars in band aids and no cures.
There’s so much more we don’t know, yet you are positive science is correct.
In order for there to be an explosion you need an empty space, and within that empty space you need two apposing materials to create an explosive reaction. Never mind the fact that a foreign entity needed to create it. intelligent neHow about DNA since you like science so much.
Everything on this planet has its own DNA. Weather it’s a blade of grass or an elephant.
That strand of DNA reaches from here to the moon and back, yet that happened by osmosis.
Could a dictionary or the internet happen by osmosis.
My logic sees this ubserd.
Yet we don’t all use the same logic. We’re all completely different from each other.
As you know? Jesus had twelve apostles. After Jesus was crucified they all spread to different lands. Documented by Roman, Jewish, Greek, etc. historians. But yet you’re convinced none of this happened.
Those twelve apostles died horrific deaths. All documented by their captors.
One was skinned alive, one was burned at the stake, beheaded,crucified. Etc. all offered a peaceful death if they denied him or what they wrote about him. They all chose horrible deaths.
Hard ass gangsters role on each other when faced with 10 year sentences.
And theses men stayed true, Why?
And all of they’re stories written in different regions.
They all died far from each other yet all of they’re stories match.
The year is 2024 ad.
That stands for after death. After Jesus died. Who’s the last guy you know that affected the world so much they started counting time after his death?
I can continue on and on. But of course this logic doesn’t work for many, most cant make evaluated dicisions on theyre own. They need to be told what to believe.
They need descernment for this.
Everything revolves around man.
And of course we should hate everything the Bible says according to many. Its a hateful book? Most would agree.
Its a tool used by men to manipulate men.
Scripture. Corinthians 13. 1 through 13.
I can give you many passages but I know you probably wont read any them. You have made you’re judgements through everything you’ve been told.
Now listen to this. Scripture, Teachers shall be judged twice. Scripture. They’re will be many men that use the word of God for they’re own profits. Scripture, for now we only as a reflection as through a mirror. Then we shall see face to face. Know, I know in part then I shall know fully even as I am fully known.
Perverted men have used the Bible for they’re personal gain.
Did you not know they crucified him for preaching truth and love.
Read you’re Bible there’s an audio version decide for yourself.
Or continue to live through a message imposed on you.
The idea of free will was not invented by any culture it came from the Bible. Why are there deseases that target a specific demographic of our population ? Like Aids and so many others.
Let me be clear. I have no judgment for homosexuals.
He’s very clear in scripture. You are to judge no one. Judgment is mine and mine alone.
I feel homosexuals should be granted healthcare. They should be allowed to Mary.
Abortions should be allowed, he knows our hearts.
I’m the biggest sinner I know. I can’t stay away from temptation.
I pray one day I’ll have the strength before my time is up.
I believe with all my heart.
And I still can’t due what I’m told.
For all my friends that believe.
Scripture, A pure and perfect faith is this. To look after widdows and orphans in theyre distress, and not be poluuted by the world.
Unfortunately we have all been polluted.
Weve been poluted by the love of money, greed!
We all want to know why we were born.
What is our purpose?
This is what i believe it is.
We were born into this world as unique individuals.
We were all celestial beings before we were given the opportunity to be born.
We all chose our strengths and weekneses.
And we are here to prove ourselves to him.
As being refined through a slow fire. To get closer to him or further away.
We have free will.
With greed and ambition, we can climb and claw our way to ther top. Over the backs of others. With no regard for others. Only for personal gain.
we also have the ones that work harder than any other.
They bow theyre heads and are greatful for everything. The meek!
Some are rich through grace. There are good people that help others. You never hear of them.
I have met many of them.
The Rich humble a rare breed.
They look for good people to help.
On the other hand you have the outlandish rich, many are pastors. Yup!
The ones that believe they can become Gods amongst men.
Curropted as deep as any.
Many believe they can do whateverr they want and ask for forgiveness at the end.
Scripture, do you belive me to be a fool?
He tells us do not sear youre hearts. What does that mean?
Dare to do that bad Deed once, then its easy. At first it weighed on you’re heart.
And then it does not.
Youre sin grows and grows.
Many of you dont understandtand this because you live pretty clean lives for the most part.
Scripture,: When tempted, no one should say’ “God is tempting me”For God cannot be tempted by Evil, nor does he tempt anyone; But each person is tempted when they are dragged away by their own Evil desire, Then after desire is concieved, it gives birth to sin; And sin, when it is full-grown, gives birth to death.
I hate to say my sin became ful grown.
I was on the verge of taking my life.
I cant say how sure i was about it. But i gave it serious thought.
I was intrudiced to the Bible the correct way. A pastor asked me to read it.
He gave me an audio app.
The Bible was the first book ive read. He asked me to begin with James.
Any man suffering from sexual immorality should begin theyre.
Most men will give away they’re riches the day they die.
Not before.
They have too many mansions, yachts, and lixuries properties to buy, Yet when they cook they would not even share a meal with others.
If youre youre not at theyre level youre a loser.
I have worked for many of these
People.
They will beat you down when it’s time to get paid.
They want to argue the worth of every man that works for you.
They want to find a reason to not have to pay.
This is my only consolation.
Scripture James 5.
I have soo much more to say.
But i believe ive long winded enough.
This not the end of my story.
Its the beginning. He may take me tomorrow.
Ill do my best till then.
God bless you.
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