10/20/2026
āIām trying to find that girl again.ā
When Pattie PeƱa said this during our recent conversation, it was something a lot of longtime runners could probably relate to.
After more than a decade of marathons, āØPattie PenĢa | Runner & Yogi⨠decided she was done with long-distance running. But when she unexpectedly signed up for another marathon, she discovered that finding her motivation again wasnāt quite so easy.
Thereās something frustrating about struggling to do something that used to come naturally. You remember the early mornings, the consistent training, and the runner you used to be. But getting back to that version of yourself can be harder than you expected.
And maybe thatās the problem. Maybe we donāt need to get back to who we were.
The latest Substack, When Youāre Done, Until Youāre Not, explores changing goals, finding motivation again, and figuring out what running looks like now.
Read it at the link in bio.