09/10/2026
Hawk has been my long friend and spirit guide since the beginning. The very first time I meditated/ journeyed - Hawk was there waiting.
The start of 2026 began with a tragic death in the family. It polarized me in growth, in practice and in service. I stepped away from teaching in January to heal and to grieve. I stopped seeing Hawk during this time. Over the next several months she evaded me. I would see her flying away from me in the physical world, or I didn’t see her at all. I grieved harder. . . Deeper . . . For events, for people, for things that happened years ago. . . Many issues I thought I had worked through, only to have them come up again in full force.
Recently, I have felt lighter in my grief. I have done ALOT of self-reflection on what my purpose is here in this lifetime, how I am meant to live, and the best utilization of my time, energy & talents.
I realized I had been running. Time & time again I am being asked to guide /lead /teach /speak, while part of me just wants to run and hide.
Nine months later. . .
(Symbolism at its best)
I feel myself stepping into, or rather, birthing new roles, guided by Hawk medicine.
Roles that I have ran from for some time now. . . but am now ready.
GUARDIAN: not cuddly, it's like, "I love you enough to tell the truth and not abandon you in it."
HEALER: a witness to what others cannot see, showing the world how to live from connected energy without getting tangled in it.
MESSENGER between worlds: a delicate dance of Earth & Spirit. Our bodies are part of the Earth, our consciousness travels through time & space. Messenger shares tools for balancing energies & states of being.
Hawk gives me strength to see clearly, without becoming what I see. Today, Hawk is asking, "What are you ready to see that you've been avoiding because it's inconvenient?"
