04/23/2026
I’m standing in my kitchen surrounded by journals.
About thirty or so is my guess.
Every thought I had while my life was falling apart and slowly coming back together.
I wrote through everything.
Losing my job.
My 12 year relationship ending.
The world shutting down.
No more theater.
Losing friendships
My dad dying.
I wrote through days I didn’t recognize myself.
And there were days I would catch a glimpse of someone new.
Fear.
Doubt.
Scarcity.
Anger.
Hope.
Dreams I didn’t fully believe in yet.
All of it lived has lived in these pages.
I wrote…
When I felt alone.
When I didn’t know what to do next.
When I was trying to understand what the hell my life was becoming.
And today… I am shredding them.
It just felt like it was time.
That chapter of my life changed me and shaped me.
But I am not in that place anymore.
My life feels so different now.
I have friends I love deeply.
Art that feels like me again.
A kind of love I can actually hold without bracing for it to disappear.
A relationship with myself that feels steady.
That didn’t just happen.
I changed.
I learned how to be with myself when everything felt uncertain.
I learned how to feel in the discomfort without shutting down.
I learned how to choose who I wanted to be even when I didn’t fully believe in me yet.
And yes, I got support.
I hired a life coach.
She helped me see my life differently, so that I could actually change it.
I am forever grateful for that.
And I still have life coaches in my life.
People who help me see beyond where my brain wants to stop.
Who remind me I can hold bigger beliefs about myself, about others, and about what’s possible for my life.
That has mattered so freaking much.
So this is me making space.
For new pages.
New dreams.
And for a life that feels like mine in a way it never has before.
And if you’re in that place right now, where everything feels like it’s shifting and you don’t quite recognize your life…
I know that place.
That’s the woman I work with.
The one in the middle of it.
The one who knows she wants more and is done waiting to give it to herself.
I’m here for you.
Let’s work together.
DM or click the link in my bio. ✨
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