02/22/2026
After practice Tuesday my left elbow wouldn’t fully bend or straighten anymore. It felt like something was blocking the joint and limiting my range of motion. I spent 2 days doing some PT trying to unlock it but it wasn’t improving so I finally booked an appointment with the doctor for an X-ray.
Friday morning I got the X-rays back and they showed I had developed a heterotopic ossification in the anterior elbow likely requiring surgical intervention.
The problem is that I was scheduled to compete this Saturday at Denver. Sure, I could pull out of the tournament but what message would that send to my students?
If competition is about wins and losses then pulling out makes sense. I’m compromised and less likely to win so let’s rest and recover and fight again when the odds are more favorable.
However, if competition is about testing ourselves, stepping outside of our comfort zone and daring greatly, then this opportunity to test myself in the face of adversity was not to be missed.
I went 3-1 on the day taking home the bronze medal. I finished a leg lock in my first match. Got stopped with a dog bar in the semifinals and then battled back to take third after two wins in the consolation bracket.
There were times I wanted to quit, to call it a day, to chalk up the loss to my injury and excuse myself from the task at hand but at the end of the day it’s not about winning and losing it’s about holding yourself accountable to the goals you’ve set and to living as the best version of yourself.
Don’t talk the talk if you won’t walk the walk. Too many so called “fighters” will pull out the day of when they don’t feel great warming up.
The reality is you don’t get to choose how you feel at any given moment & you don’t control the circumstances in your life, but you are 💯% responsible for your reaction.
I am grateful for the opportunity to compete alongside my students & I am grateful for the friendships created through the trials and tribulations of this sport.