08/27/2026
I’ve spent a lot of time over the past several months thinking about getting back to racing at a higher level.
And one thing has been holding me back more than I wanted to admit:
**Fear of the outcome.**
What if I can’t perform the way I want?
What if I’m not the athlete I used to be?
What if I put myself back out there and it doesn’t go well?
Then I had this conversation with Jim Logan.
Jim was diagnosed with stage 4 metastatic colorectal cancer and told he might have six months to two years to live. After chemotherapy, radiation, major surgeries, an ostomy, and repeated setbacks, he is still training—and preparing to race the IRONMAN World Championship in Kona.
By the end of the conversation, I found myself asking a different question:
**What am I actually afraid of?**
Jim’s story was a reminder that being able to train, race, and pursue something meaningful is a privilege. A result matters—but it does not define the value of the work, the growth, or the person you become along the way.
Sometimes the bigger risk is letting fear of the outcome keep you from starting at all.
This is one of the most meaningful conversations we’ve had on The Endurance Athlete Journey Podcast.
🎧 **He Was Given 2 Years to Live. Now He’s Going to Kona.**
Watch the full episode here: https://youtu.be/OXiyBGum-Qs