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I really hate posting this so much but I’m all out of options at this point

Years of head trauma have led me to a terrifying diagnosis, and I’m struggling to manage everyday life. I need help to get to doctors and cover essentials. Any support means the world.

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For years I just tried not to think about it even to the point of blaming self for not pushing hard enough .. that nothing exists .. till now when every second of everyday it is at the forefront of every decision or part of life , It’s scary as hell I assure you .

For years I just thought it was me being weak and not pushing thru , come to find out all symptoms of this mess have made me this guy ,

This hurts me so much to admit that I need help

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This is my version for sure it’s a sensory overload issue mainly mixed with everything else

Finally gonna stop beating around the bush , im going crazy in my own head since it seems no one believes me

I saw this and started on the top right and thought yep that’s the biggest one for me , then started reading around it and well basically everything on this list sums me up .. I’m so messed up and physically look ok , so I find myself every day questioning my own sanity or lack there of , that everyone seems to think I am making all this up and it’s just a pity party , I really wish it was , life in my head daily is like needles to the brain , pain and mental anguish 24/7 and only time it kinda goes away is asleep but can’t sleep for more than 2-3 hours at a time anymore .. not sure why rambled but not like I got many to talk to about it .. seems life anymore is just crying then awfulizing then feeling of despair all the time

Gonna get flagged for this. But it’s hell not having insurance and when I was at the hospital 2 months ago they refused to look at my infected toe as I was there thinking I had a stroke , now I know everyone says a hospital can’t turn ya away but I begged and begged them to look at my toe , I did get them to xray it but they never even told me anything more than they took the xray .. it didn’t look quite this bad then but has been close to this since the end of February, and seems just keep having to live with it , I’m in constant pain but if the hospital won’t do anything about it without insurance then guess no one will , I do wonder what kind of negative affects this has on my outlook of life in the future as in 2 months this will be a year in pain.. and in the end rent and food have to come before any other treatment , haven’t been to a Dr in years..

Gonna get flagged for this. But it’s hell not having insurance and when I was at the hospital 2 months ago they refused to look at my infected toe as I was there thinking I had a stroke , now I know everyone says a hospital can’t turn ya away but I begged and begged them to look at my toe , I did get them to xray it but they never even told me anything more than they took the xray .. it didn’t look quite this bad then but has been close to this since the end of February, and seems just keep having to live with it , I’m in constant pain but if the hospital won’t do anything about it without insurance then guess no one will , I do wonder what kind of negative affects this has on my outlook of life in the future as in 2 months this will be a year in pain.. and in the end rent and food have to come before any other treatment , haven’t been to a Dr in years

If anyone prays , please pray for my mom and step dad , they live on the northern end of Grenada and they are saying could be a cat 5 and living on an upslope they say the winds could be 30% stronger .. it has got to be terrifying to have 180mph winds and not being able to go anywhere when ya live on an island , not gonna lie , I’m scared

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