Susan Vee - Baan Sanhgtien JitJai

Stepped out 🖤
I want the people I love to know my heart, but I will not spend the rest of my life proving my heart. I no longer want my future to be organized around people who have already built a perception without discernment.

You will be believe what you believe.

Celebrate dark nights, for they led you to light.

My heart still beats. ✨

🤍

This entire month deeply at Wat.
A shorter visit this year — and in slowness.
More in observation. More in constellation.

Held and Healed in pillars, movement in me.
Unseen Transformation.

Wat Metta offers sovereignty
— inner work, discipline, clarity, nature and grounding.

Wat Lao offers beauty
— traditions, art, pillars, pageant, dancers, and papaya salad.

Most people live split between the two.
The comfort in one vs. the other.

Both have their place. Both can coexist.

inspiration comes in different perspectives, it isn’t always silence and meditation — to live more fully.

Still karma. Still intention.

Wherever you go, there you are.
The flowers are easy to see. 💐
The integration is packed inside.

I thank my soul and my soles for moving me forward.
Someone who once wanted to run, now moves with grace. Now I travel lighter. There’s no rushing integration in the transitions anymore
(except train transfers in 🇯🇵).

Warren Wisdom: “you’ll take your sh*t with you”.
He meant the patterns. The parts you hadn’t face.

You can’t escape yourself. Your patterns, thoughts, wounds, habits — they travel with you.
Wherever you go, you take yourself with you.
You bring your stuff with you.
Geography doesn’t heal what awareness hasn’t.

What travels quietly with you?
Pain or Patterns?

Fragile beginnings that still remain.
Every season, we still grow.
Beauty all around.

Date with Fuji 🇯🇵🗻
Let the love in your heart and mind move mountains, for it is the greatest love you can gift yourself and the world. Choose mountains over mind games and misalignments. Take yourself on a date now and then.

A prayer for the desperate hearts in transition. ❤️‍🩹