Cyla Monique Vargas

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Forever after all ♥️

Happy International Women’s Day. 🐦‍🔥
Ty God, Mother Earth & ancestors 🤲🏼

Some of the hardest goodbyes in my life were to the versions of myself that were never truly mine. ✍🏽

There was a season where I thought I had to become someone else to have the life I desired. I thought I had to push harder, perform more, prove myself, and drain myself just to be worthy of the dreams in my heart.

But life asked something different from me. 🐦‍🔥

It asked me to let go of identities that were never mine. Friendships that were never real. Jobs and paths that were never meant for me. And the pressures I placed on myself trying to become someone the world would accept. 😮‍💨

For a long time I thought my pain meant something was wrong with me.

Now I see it differently.

My pain was guiding me back to myself. It was clearing the noise so I could hear my own truth again.

It asked me to sit with the exhaustion, the confusion, and the quiet moments where I had to face everything I had been carrying that didn’t belong to me.

And even now, I’m still doing that work.Still going within.Still unlearning.Still choosing honesty with myself over performance for the world.

And the most humbling realization of all has been this:

The woman I’ve been searching for, The peace I’ve been chasing, The life I’ve been trying so hard to creat…

It’s been me all along. 🪞

Not the version of me trying to prove herself.Not the version of me burning herself out to keep up with everyone else.

Just me.

Authentic. Present. Human. Growing.

I’m grateful for every moment that cracked me open, because it led me closer to the truth of who I am.

Sometimes the real journey isn’t becoming someone new.

It’s remembering who you were before the world told you who you had to be.

And the work continues… not to become someone new, but to honor the woman I’ve always been. ❤️‍🔥

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HAPPY Lunar New Year • New moon in Aquarius • Fire horse year ❤️‍🔥🐎

As a Sagittarius in a Horse year is considered one of the most naturally aligned combinations, because they share the same core archetype: freedom, expansion, movement, and growth ⚡️

I can feel the shift.

As also a life line 9 & snake last two years felt so heavy, I felt still, at a pause. The year of the Snake taught me stillness. It taught me patience, trust, and how to shed everything that wasn’t truly me. It taught me how to listen to my intuition and build strength from within. As I learned this wasn’t punishment. It was preparation.

Now as I hold two fire sign placements Sagittarius/leo I can feel the energy moving within me & I am so Freaken excited. Ready to run with the horse freedom, growth, and forward motion live in my bones. 🔥

I honor the woman I became in the stillness.
And I welcome the woman I am becoming in the movement. 🐎✨ LETS RIDE !

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It’s been beautiful getting to meet (YOU) 🫂⚡️🧙🏽

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Weekend date adventure with you. 🥶🧣

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Wrapped in Christmas magic at Disneyland 🎄 Celebrating my birthday yes we are still in Sagittarius season here with my favorite person 🏰 ⚡️

Shout out to my sis for this magical bday gift 🎁

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I can feel how much I’ve released this year layers, stories, and energy that no longer belong in my body. Like a snake, I’ve shed old skin, rebirthed through movement, breath, and truth. Tonight’s full moon felt like a deep exhale. Yoga opened me up in ways words can’t explain, and as the night ended, 444 appeared a divine reminder that I’m protected, guided, and exactly where I’m meant to be. 🌕🐍🕊️