04/23/2022
Spent 15-16 years of my life chasing Money , Status , Success, perfect Body, creating an image that fooled the world. People thought I was doing good, people thought I was happy, and people sadly looked up to me as inspiration to overcome their own insecurities and FEAR. I built a business that trained collectively 9,987 people. I thought I was GOD.
Well years later.. I woke up with everything I thought was important. I got the money, I got the perfect physique, nice house , nice car , newest shoes, nice clothes, watches, expensive vacations (to keep that image alive and well)
Then one day I woke up Alone , lost my best friend, lost my friends , dealt with more legal trouble than most of you know , sad , empty , feeling worthless and SIMPLY DEAD INSIDE 💀
But i learned a valuable lesson , everything we are sold to believe is important is bu****it..
The only things in life That actually matter is love, kindness, compassion, empathy, respect , being authentic and lending an openn hand for people that are in need without expecting anything in return. Because kindness is the fuel that makes us human.
I’ve struggled extremely hard not working for a year , many people don’t understand. But before I can rebuild my wife I need you continue traveling and helping others in need. Don’t get me wrong I’ve been to treatment for substance and alcohol these five times in the past 18 months. But before I can come back to the real world I plan on giving away every last dollar I have, everything I own, everything I used to think it was important.
Call because I built that life based on a façade, it was a lie, I wasn’t authentic and real, and I was never truly myself.
I’ll be back sometime in the future , but as of now I need to help people and GIVE Hey to anyone that needs help in this world. Spent 15-16 years of my life chasing Money , Status , Success, perfect Body, creating an image that fooled the world. People thought I was doing good, people thought I was happy, and people sadly looked up to me as inspiration to overcome their own insecurities and FEAR.
03/13/2022
Living in that gratitude 🙏
03/26/2021
Proud of this community
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Started this journey again in January at 97lbs after taking two months off, depressed and barely eating. This morning I weighted myself and realized I’ve gained 13lbs of healthy weight thanks to -
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I’m proud because everyone is so supportive towards one another,
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I’m proud because you all work so hard.
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I’m proud because our mission is better mental health.
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The body will follow if you put your mind first 👊🏻
03/26/2021
Happy 60th Mom !
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Jesus I can’t believe she’s 60 wtf
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Love you 😍
01/31/2021
The grind never stops 🛑
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6 weeks into my training program.
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11 pounds down, strength is increasing, body fat dropping, cardio is getting better and im moving better than ever.
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Going into this year, I realized I’ve been basing my happiness on other people , making money and so much more.
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I lost touch with myself and by the middle of 2020 I didn’t know who I was anymore.
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Flashback 👇🏻
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I remember sitting in rehab 4 months ago. I was sitting and reading and meditating and I had this overwhelming sensation come over me. You could call it a spiritual experience, but this wave of happiness came over me and I heard this voice in my head remind me what I’m capable of 🤔
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It reminded me how good my life is and how much I am grateful for 💯
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I remember the feeling, I remember my anxiety going away, I remember feeling a sense of relief. 😌
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“Everything will be ok”
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I’ve been riding the hell out of that experience for the past 90 days and it’s incredible.
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Waking up at 4 am is easy, managing my life and working out have never felt better.
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I hope I can inspire the hell out of my clients. I know you’re all feeling it. The team has never felt so strong. The energy in the gym is contagious ⚡️
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Last year was stressful on all of us.
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And let me tell you, if I can heal. You can too.
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Start filing your mind with good books, music , podcast.
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And never give 🆙 hope because we are all so capable of so much if we simply believe.
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Hope everyone has a good Sunday ❤️
01/26/2021
Everyone needs an Emily 💯
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If you don’t have one.
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Get one.
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01/14/2021
I think the point of life is to take information and just make the best of it.
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There are going to be good and negative things for the rest of our lives.
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But we have to take that information no matter what our perspective is and become amazing.
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01/10/2021
Keeping Gyms open since 2010
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Great say on the course with the homie 🏌️♂️
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01/08/2021
One of the best weeks ever.
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Seriously.
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At the beginning of the week I talked about manifesting positivity and focusing on your health and mindset.
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It worked.
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And it comes easy when you have clients like and
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Excited to spend another year with people who make my business feel like a family 🙌
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#2021