Human Design self love experiment

Variables and a Live Event

HUMAN DESIGN SELF-LOVE EXPERIMENT Welcome to my Human Design Selflove space ✨ This newsletter is mainly in English Für meine deutschsprachigen Leser:innen: Auch wenn der Newsletter auf Englisch ist, findest Du auf meiner Website alle Angebote und Erklärungen natürlich auch auf Deutsch Explore everything here/Mehr Info hier: www...

DOES ANYONE EVER WATCH THESE THINGS?

Every time I post a video or talk on social media, there's a little voice in my head asking:
"Is anybody actually watching this?"
"Is this interesting for anyone apart from a very small audience?"
"Am I just talking into the vast digital universe?"

So... if you happened to miss last week's live Zoom conversation hosted by the wonderful Jess Tilly, between Ka Li Ma, Christina Kelley and Sanne Zomer, here it is once more. 😊

We talked about our upcoming Colorado Springs Human Design Immersion (August 20–23), what makes these kinds of gatherings different from typical workshops, what has been taken away from former hD immersions, the beauties of Colorado Springs, why I love working in a small, intimate group, and more.

For me, transformation doesn't primarily happen through collecting more concepts. It happens when we begin to experience our own energy matrix directly - in relationship with others. We become aware of how we impact each other, where conditioning comes alive, where recognition happens, and how the body gradually starts trusting its own intelligence beyond the mind's endless commentary.

If that resonates with you, perhaps you'll enjoy the conversation.

The Holistic Human Design Immersion 2026 🌀 Experience Human Design Beyond the MindWhat if Human Design was...

If you're curious about Human Design Immersions - or about our upcoming Immersion in Colorado Springs (19 to 22 of August) - we'd love to invite you to join us for a free Zoom conversation today.

We'll be sharing what an Immersion actually is, introducing the people behind it, and talking about why gathering in person creates an experience that simply can't be replicated online.

Today's Zoom conversation (registration link in the comments) will be hosted by our dear friend Jess Tilly as part of her Human Design World Tour. Alongside creating her own events around the globe, Jess has also begun highlighting meaningful Human Design gatherings through her Community Calendar - helping people discover opportunities to connect, learn, and experience Human Design together. We're delighted that our Colorado Springs Immersion is one of them.

Joining Jess will be Christina Kelly, who initiated and is hosting the event, Ka Li Ma, and myself. We'll answer your questions, share what participants can expect, and give you a feel for what we've created together.

Today:
🕗 8:00 PM (20:00) Central European Summer Time (CEST)
🕐 1:00 PM Colorado Springs / Denver (MDT)
🕓 4:00 PM New York (EDT)
🕐 1:00 PM California (PDT)

There are still a few places available for the Immersion, so if you've been looking for an opportunity to experience Human Design in person and connect with a wonderful community, we'd love to meet you.

Maybe I'll see you tonight.

Or perhaps... in Colorado Springs.

✨ Projectors & Generators: A Unique Immersion / Ein besonderer Retreat

HUMAN DESIGN SELFLOVE EXPERIMENT Welcome to my Human Design Selflove space ✨ This newsletter is mainly in English Für meine deutschsprachigen Leser:innen: Auch wenn der Newsletter auf Englisch ist, findest Du auf meiner Website alle Angebote und Erklärungen natürlich auch auf Deutsch Explore everything here/Mehr Info hier: www...

You’re invited! ✨
Would you like to join me for the PROJECTOR–GENERATOR IMMERSION in Groningen, Netherlands at the end of May?

I’ll be joined by Sanne Zoomer, a lovely Generator from the Netherlands, who will be there to support the flow and hold a beautiful, spacious environment for the Generator energy to unfold.

If you feel the spark, I’d love to have you with us. You can reach me via my website:
🌐 www.humandesignselflove.com

or by email: [email protected]

It would be such a joy to share this beautiful natural space with you and explore how Projectors and (Manifesting) Generators can truly “dance” together—through recognition, respect, and response. 💛

PERSPECTIVE ON SELF PROJECTORS

This is about asubtype of projector with G authority (I ll also write about other subtypes); however, this comes from my own experience as a self-projected projector ;-):

As self-projectors we are indeed one very specific variation of projectors, and one of our qualities is that we are non-tribal, non motorised, never a defined spleen .. but our sense if self, if direction and love , if having thee magnetic monopole in our inner authority and our place of identity where the driver of the vehicle sits is what we have got to be truly ourselves - never overruled by any other authority, guiding us in the way we move through the world.
However, then there is the differentiation amongst us - What we transmit is either individual - empowering others simply by being ourselves and following our own path - or collective, sharing past experiences and/or visions that reveal patterns for the future.
And of course there is still a lot of differentiation even within that. Some self-projectors have mental definition split off, some don’t.
Also Profiles also make a difference. Right-angle and left-angle profiles bring very different orientations. Some of us 5/1s and 5/2 s naturally universalize and look out from their upper storey seeing all the others, or time model from the roof (or in whichever please of their 6th line process they are) while others - right angles are much more involved in their own personal process from 1/3 and 1/4 investigators (also different designs if you at 3rd or 4th lines, or the 2nd line naturals, networking or receiving projections and the 3/5s and 3/6 s and if course the special case if the 4/6s And there are also juxtaposition profiles, the 4/1.
Then there are our variables, the substructure, everything below the line. So in that sense we really cannot generalize too much.
Plus we are starting to live our diverse incarnation crosses- our life purpose- out along the way when we are becoming ourselves - o am in the Left Cross if Heaking (through love) and ohh, did I have different ideas about what that was, when o fits heard about it - now three 7 year cycles later it is still unfolding but in a way more relaxed way than I could imagine
And in the other hand: there is something many self-projectors seem to share, in any case- A kind of inner radar. A movement along our own magnetic lines through the world. Ra once compared us to hummingbirds and I always felt that image fits quite well.
When I met Ra in 2004 in Ibiza, he actually saw my bodygraph before he met me. My partner then, a friend of Ra, showed it to him asking what to do with this puzzling projector - after I had just had a reading with Christoph Rabanus, one if the first wave students - my emo MG partner Daniel asking about me- this projector with no motor, who was exhausted and deeply bitter and insecure after a failed frat marriage, living with my then 6 year old emo MG son alone in Ibiza
And Ra apparently said something like “wow, that G is amazing.”
He then invited that bodygraph - before he met me in person - to help with Jovian Archive customer service for a while, thought o could communicate well with people and then invited me into human design education, as this is what he thought such deeply conditioned projectors without a motor need especially. .
I was very shy and insecure at the time and had a rather unsettled history, but I did feel seen by him.
Back then his focus was not really on projectors yet. His mission was very much about bringing the knowledge out into the world and reaching generators. That changed a bit later, as he became more disillusioned worth the sacral a who just didn t “get it” to simply respond as he thought they would
What I learned over the years with my special design (and I am a trans personal, 5/1, split version of a G projector - is that when i let go of expectations or judgments about outcomes, something beautiful can happen. The G center just shines naturally in a group of people and becomes very attractive. It doesn’t mean we have to deliver anything. Even I say that as a 5/1. When something is correct, it comes with joy and ease and “deliverance” just emerges without effort (until the mind kicks in again and expects a certain outcome )
On the other hand - Being a self-projector also means vulnerability. Our authority is the G, our sense of self. So criticism can hit deeply because it touches who we are. Especially if life has been rough early on. Sometimes it simply takes time, kindness, and a lot of deconditioning.
But when that happens, this very unique subtype of projector can shine very brightly - I hoe everyone in here has experienced that at least from time to time? Depending in who is around us and hot which extent we can allow ourselves to be true to who we are?
We are like the light in darker times or environment ts and when the lightbulb is switched in - we shine so very brightly - without it being our “job” to show others their path, while we can naturally just be there for them to orientate and align , to find their own path in their own darker world , which causes natural recognition and a deep sense of well bring ..

However, admittedly, it can be quite a stretch until we are reconditioned and aligned with this higher- self - trajectory and can really trust that we are ok wherever we are, as we always carry our own GPS within us ..

Lots of love to all my fellow self-projectors out there, and of course to everyone in here, energy being or not - as we are here to dance with each other after all, and can only do this correctly when we are living out our own energy and recognize the other in their own differentiated way! 💛

Foto showing Claudia Dülberg´s Bodygraph Mandala Carpet, which I love playing with ⭐️

HELLO, MY FELLOW COSMIC TRAVELERS ✨

I’m feeling very happy and inspired by my newest Human Design tool for in-person work: this beautiful Bodygraph Mandala Carpet, which arrived already last summer. It was created by Claudia Dülberg, who sends out what I almost want to call magic carpets to those who feel drawn to them. Even simply lying on it has made me feel deeply grounded and good.

As you can see, the carpet includes triangles and squares, as well as large red and black fabric pieces to cut out the centers and channels individually - a step I still look forward to completing.

Because I deeply love family constellation work(and have participated in many dozens of constellations myself), I’m especially excited to invite clients to sit on this carpet and *experience* their own Human Design energetically:
✨ defined centers and channels with their reliable energy
✨ open or undefined centers, where we take in others and meet old conditioning

For this kind of exploration, I need quiet, uninterrupted time - which I don’t always have. Right now, though, the space has opened beautifully: my husband has just left for South Africa, and my son, who lives in Copenhagen for his PhD but is in Vienna for a university project this January, is busy working at the library. So I finally have time again to explore, feel, and play with new material.

I’ll also be introducing another lovely Human Design tool soon: a set of 64 cards = 64gates/hexagrams by Talis Wao. I truly admire Human Design colleagues who create tangible, creative tools and make them available - because working *haptically*, with something we can touch, hold, feel, explore, and play with, adds a whole new dimension beyond screens, words, and charts.

I love playing - and I warmly invite everyone in Vienna or nearby to come and play with me: with cards, with the magic carpet, and with your own unique design. Exploring together is simply more fun 💛✨

LYD & RAVE ABC – IN VERY SMALL GROUPS - ENGLISH AND GERMAN 📚

I have a small group of people who have been patienly waiting for me to start a new LYD group- a few German speakers, a few English speakers, so I need to devide them in 2 different classes, - which makes the groups even tinier for now 😅.
Well, I actually prefer small groups anyway, as they allow more space for personal interaction and sharing during this experiment.

I want to be honest with you: something that felt quite easy in the past has turned out to be much more challenging throughout 2025.

There have been ongoing issues with my schedule (I was traveling to various Human Design events as a speaker, which was wonderful and at the same time limiting my energy for other projects) , combined with health challenges and, eventually, a surgery in November. Everything went well in the end, but the journey to even get the right diagnosis was a long and exhausting odyssey - months of scans, blood work, and consultations with various doctors.

Ironically, it was only when I chose to pay privately that truly helpful information became available. For me, this has been a very tangible example of the changing background frequency we are living in: old support systems and institutions are no longer as reliable, nor do they consistently offer the best outcomes.

If you are already on my waiting list or decide now that you’d like to join, you’re welcome to communicate this via my email to finalize date and time for a start end of February 2026 💛

When you book my foundation courses, they will be registered and certified with the International Human Design School (IHDS), ensuring you receive full recognition for your studies.

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