22/07/2022
This year feels like it’s headed in a scary, good direction. I have no idea what forms life will take, but I am a ready and willing canvas.
It’s been a ride from rock bottom — a beautiful place where hearts break open — where there is no longer fear of fear or of joy.
March and April were dense, frustrating and anxiety filled. I had suppressed quiet fears for too long and during this time was when I saw flashes of my worst self rising to the surface.
A crossroad (or so I thought) approached like a tsunami that I could no longer look away from. My bed of comfort and familiarity gradually pulled away like a dusty rug.
The body always speaks in the languages of energy, sense and emotion before the mind gets a handle on things. The body knew what it was saying, but the mind needed time to process.
The more alive I feel, the more life touches me before thoughts even get a seat at the table… a seat that I keep vacant until the need arises.
And when I’m afraid of feeling fear or sadness, I live almost exclusively amongst thoughts. I split myself. Body here, mind there. Correct notes, but no music. Questions but no curiosity.
Will I be more thought than feeling or more feeling than thought? Rational man or wild animal? Will I be my conditioning or my condition?
When in duality, both answers are right and wrong. This is just duality. I always get what I didn’t choose. But when living on the right path, there are no forks in the road.
Love takes life straight through the fu***ng middle. Not left, not right, not high, not low, not here, not there, not with or without. Love is the absolute.
Crack yourself open, taste your realness and watch as the All births breath into your trembling lungs. Do you remember now?
Go through. Through your skin. Through your bones. Through everything that seems solid. Through the shell, to the yoke of your very existence.
The Way is wherever love’s feet kiss the ground.
20/07/2022
Straight vibing while I unplan my life and become empty. Nero twitches while I write:
Nothing can stop emptiness. I rejoice in falling apart.
Falling through the floor, through fear, into truth.
I am nothing. It’s incredible. I fully honour my death. Imminent or eventual, it doesn’t matter.
I rejoice in my loss and immediately experience all that I am and could be.
All is gone and more is here than ever.
23/06/2022
Back in April Dan put my holistic strength training protocol to the test with 8 marathons and one double marathon in just 9 days.
He told me what he needed 4 months before the event and we worked together to create a ripper program.
Now he’s built himself into a muddy, bloody, beaming trail hunter, currently tackling 3 days of 50-80km runs on the Sunshine Coast.
I take ZERO credit for this. But boy is was I happy to receive this message from him. It shows that the training we did months ago is still paying dividends today.
Love you brother. Keep doing hard s**t like it’s nothing
22/06/2022
Baby’s gotta go 🥺
Located Melbourne.
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Selling low KM 1HZ Diesel Landcruiser 80 series. $25,990 ONO.
Set up as a tourer and has been a daily driver.
Pros:
- It hasn’t sat stagnant in a garage for years so you know it’s ready to go on your next adventure
- Hasn’t been in any accidents, never written off, no finance owing.
- Never heavily modified, bush bashed or abused which your mechanical inspection will show
Cons:
- A couple scuffs (last two photos) and some stone chips (it’s almost 30 years old!)
Specs:
• 1993 1HZ Diesel GXL with 262,000km (notorious for regularly lasting 600,000 - 1,000,000km)
• 3 previous owners - last guy was a mechanic
• Metallic beige with brown cloth interior
• 33” Maxxis Razr AT with heaps of tread
• 2” Tough Dog lift with +300kgsprings
• 9 way adjustable shocks
• 2 degree caster bushes to suit suspension
• ARB winch bar
• Roof rack rooftop tent (older but no leaks)
• Kings awning
• LED strip to high beams
• Service history available
• Mechanically A1
• Original floor mats included plus heavy duty bucket style mats in front.
Call me to arrange viewing on 0404 959 523 - I’m reasonable but no low balls please.
23/03/2022
You can try to figure life out
Or you can just live it
Those figuring will never know
And those living don’t need to figure
🐾👣