09/17/2026
I used to think that the only way I could work out is when everything else was done and I still had energy to do something
Years of pushing it off filling the time, which is other things I felt that needed to get done and seem like bigger priorities
I kept thinking to myself if I work harder than things will open up
This went on for too long. I started to realize that I wasn’t just wasting time, but I was getting a worse shape and my mental was just going down the drain faster and faster
but my mantras were loud already
⛓️Work harder
⛓️You can rest when everyone else is dealt with
⛓️Next year I will make time
all of this would motivate me for a second, but then I would crash and burn again…
That’s when I realized I needed to change 16 hour days were cut down to 14 then 12 then 10 and now some days I will cancel plans to make sure that I get my workout in
I will take more time to be mindful of how I am doing so that when I come out to the rest of the world, I can show them that I am doing well
Take care of yourself so you can work hard and be the best you